I have been married for five years, and my heart aches when I think about when my husband first pursued me. I don't even have the courage to recall those bits and pieces. I used to think that I was the happiest woman. My relatives and friends at home said that I had a good life because I married into a so-called "rich family." Do they know how I live?

Before getting married, I enjoyed his favor with peace of mind. On the contrary, after getting married, I never felt safe. My mother-in-law particularly looks down on me, thinking that I am a child born in a small family. She is used to being a strong woman, and my husband is a mama's boy. It is really difficult for me to please my mother-in-law and please my husband.

Before getting married, I had a job that I liked very much. I was a flight attendant, and I met my husband on a plane. After I got married, my mother-in-law said that I could no longer do such a "menial" job. How could their daughter-in-law serve others with a smile on her face? My husband also asked me to resign. He gave me a card to give up my job, and I agreed.

My husband gave me a credit card worth 500,000 yuan. I can use this card to buy things, and he will pay back the money for me. In order to make me feel at ease, my husband also mortgaged a house worth more than one million yuan in my name. I think he really loved me at that time!

Since my baby was born, I have always been the one to take care of him. I wash, cook, and take care of the kids, and my world revolves around my baby and son. My husband is just as good with kids as he is without kids. At home, I just eat, drink, and play games. My mother-in-law even fired my aunt at home because she thought I wouldn’t go to work anyway.

I am more tired at home than before at work. I work from morning to night without stopping for a minute. When I was exhausted on the weekend, I really wanted to take a nap, so I asked my husband to help me take care of the baby, but he was unwilling. He said he was sleepy, had a headache, and had a hard time earning money. After hearing this, I really went crazy!

My heart is really cold, cold, painful, and painful. I gave up my job for such a person. Now I am raising my child at home, and giving birth to him is the same as giving birth to my own child. When I took his card, I was actually just like a well-paid nanny. Outsiders thought I was a rich lady who had nothing to do with sex. What on earth should I do? I'm almost depressed.