I understand very well. Originally, I thought I'd forget it and buy a cake to eat when I watched 5 yuan rice noodles. In fact, no one earned money easily. You saw the glamorous appearance of others, but you didn't see the hardships of their teeth. There may be limitations, but the big bosses and well-paid employees I know all work step by step from the grassroots level. Everyone has had a very, very bitter past. After eating steamed bread, pickles resisted sacks and later drove Mercedes-Benz.
1. There is no shame in not being able to afford something you like. Desire is the driving force for progress. You can go to the class reunion if you want. Anyway, it's just bluffing and comparing. Just talk to your good classmates. Go back to your hometown and see your loved ones who really care about you. Why are you hanging them? You don't have to pay attention to dogs that are jealous and laugh at others. There is nothing to be ashamed of when I am young and have no money. I am self-reliant and use my hard-earned money.
It's a bit embarrassing to be reluctant to give a red envelope. Just give it a little less meaning.
I'm glad that you still want to keep studying. I'm really glad. Come on!
2. I thought about it in high school, but later I felt so silly. Now I'm not happy. You can try to adjust yourself, go hiking outdoors and climb mountains in your spare time. In nature, you will feel very small ~
In fact, this kind of idea is an escape idea. People never live for themselves, or for their ideals, or for their families, or just for their breath.
3. There are all kinds of things, as long as you change your mind. Aren't you going to double 11 soon? There is a shortage of express delivery everywhere. You can try a temporary courier and make a small profit ~
By the way, your credit card can be repaid in installments. The interest on the minimum repayment amount is still relatively high. After a long time, the interest is relatively high. When using a credit card, you can do what you can. I think that a credit card is a decent way to maintain your dignity with your own reputation.