In the latest blog of "Red Fox Queen", there are not only many photos of SM, but also a message from M, one of which reads: There are countless firsts in people's life, but for our circle, I have broken through this hobby that is confused, rejected, ridiculed and even spurned by the world. This first time is of great significance to my life and my SM career! You should know better that you gave me this for the first time! For the first time, you let me really let go of myself, helped me peel off my false self-esteem, made me be my true self in front of you for the first time, and released the fire of desire that has been deposited for many years for the first time ... All I have left in my heart is endless gratitude, gratitude, respect, nostalgia and yearning for you ... This is also the pure emotion of S that M absolutely trusts him!

Self-mockery is "spending money to find a type"

Think of life in the sun and abused life as two parallel worlds.

If the "Red Fox Queen" can be happy to make money by doing S, her M self-mockery is "spending money to find a type". They regard life in the sun and this abused life as two parallel worlds, and life and life do not intersect.

In real life, most of these successful managers are bossing around their subordinates on weekdays, but in the training room of "Red Fox" or other queens, they are willing to be slaves, do some despicable acts for their "masters" and even be whipped. Wang Hui (pseudonym) is a member of M, and his business card is the chairman and general manager of a technology company, with fixed assets of 1000 million.

"Just to vent and get a pleasure that I have never had before." Wang Hui's favorite project is binding. When the reporter appeared as M, he also showed unprecedented anxiety: "This is not the same as sex. Once you get stuck, it's hard to extricate yourself. Everyone is living in hypocrisy. When you let go of your self-esteem, you can feel the release of humanity. "

Wang Hui spoke most of M's heart: "Tear off hypocrisy and live humbly to experience that kind of happiness."