However, huge emotional fluctuations are not the most horrible. The most frightening thing is that when you constantly reflect-constantly correct-constantly try and make mistakes, you find yourself still standing still, continuing to lose money, and the transaction has not fundamentally changed. That kind of loneliness and helplessness will hang around you like a black hole, which I can't describe. Seriously, I don't even want to recall that feeling now. Stick to it until the transaction starts to get on track.