I once set a record in March-the completion rate was 95%, surpassing last April to become the highest in history. Recently, I began to study Zeng Guofan, so I assigned myself the task of 12 in April, determined not to finish it and not to sleep, hoping to continue to break the record! Fight!
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Full attendance (scattered flowers ~)
get up early
I get up at 5: 30 and go to bed at 22: 50 on average. At the beginning of this semester, the monitor is responsible for reporting for bedtime before 22: 50 in the evening, and there is a dormitory in party member, so I slept late ~
Listen to professional storytellers telling stories.
I listened to 19 book in March and took 19 notes. Up to now, 90 days have passed in 2022, and it's really hard for * * * to listen to 9 1 book (press a stick). The list of books for March is as follows:
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Some comments:
1, The Analects of Confucius? Section 289 (Completed)
Confucius is the teacher of all ages. From 202 1.7.30 to March 30, 2022, it happened to be the 30th. In eight months, he finally learned all 289 sections of The Analects of Confucius, coding 1 1 study notes. After playing chess for 8 months, it finally came to an end (moved ~). When Mencius, Tao Te Ching and Zhuangzi have all finished reading, I will start to brush the Analects! !
2. Forty-two great men in the history of China? Section 42 (Completed)
There are 42 notes, including Zhuge Liang, Cao Cao, Qin Shihuang, Sima Yi, Fan Li, Su Qin, Zhang Yi, Fan Zhongyan, Zeng Guofan, Ji Xiaolan, Ji Kang, Ruan Ji, Wang Xizhi, Li Bai, Xin Qiji, Yue Fei, Badashanren, Jin Shengtan, Xiang Yu, Huo Qubing and Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty.
3.43 masterpieces of literature handed down from ancient times? Section 43 (Completed)
After reading 43 famous books and writing 43 pens, I feel sublimated (covering my face ~). I take back what I said. Don't be utilitarian in reading. Books you don't like often have what you want. The list of 43 famous books is as follows:
Positive and meaningful things
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Although my birthday was once February 2 1, it was on the 29th day of the first lunar month. My family gave me another blessing in March 1 and received a red envelope from my father. This 2 1 birthday should have been spent in the presence of most people, and it also announced that I would officially run for the third year (covering my face ~).
From an early age, I was told by my classmates that my psychological age does not match my actual age, and there is always a kind of "maturity" that transcends my age and is out of date. Heaven and earth are in an instant, and the dust of an era falls on individuals, which will also make people breathless. But I think the way I can live is to try to be a warm and bright existence while I am still alive.
March is dull and quiet, just like the boundless sea before the storm. Only a few small chats are recorded by me as treasures.
0304 Chatting with Guang Yun
Today, I suddenly feel that dry rice is a wonderful thing, probably because I have dinner with Xiaoyue this semester. It's really a sacred ceremony to hang rice quietly and finish eating. It is absolutely impossible to pack a meal to save time and feel this slow-moving philosophy of life.
Someone said, "What love? Love is eating a lot of meals together. " I think it makes sense. Eating together can enhance feelings. Even if you don't say anything, it's a wonderful thing to eat quietly together.
? 0305 Chat with Boss Zhou and Grandpa.
Boss, I really can't talk (wave).
Comprehension of reading children s speeches;
First, speech is an open expression and an ability.
In fact, shyness and introversion are very different. Shy because you care about other people's eyes between other people's comments, so you are not brave. Introversion is characterized by strong inner feelings, rich and sensitive minds and less courage to express. Therefore, shyness can be overcome, while introversion does not need to be overcome, so it should be used and transformed. Like Roosevelt and Gandhi, they are all great orators. They are all introverted and quiet people, but they have all become people who change the course of mankind. Many people around me, especially Shuangwei's teammates, may think I speak very well. I should be a born speaker. But in fact, I'm not. I am introverted and quiet, rich and extremely sensitive. I can speak freely on the platform because I am good at doing psychological construction for myself. I only have one ability, that is, to release the energy I usually reserve on the podium and express it in public, which is a way for me to vent my emotions.
Second, if you don't break out in silence, you will perish in silence.
According to the survey, what people fear most is not death, but speech. Our primitive genes determine that we are afraid of rejection and not being accepted by others. A wolf can't survive being driven out of the pack, so isolation means death. Then in order not to be marginalized by society, we will try to integrate and then overprotect ourselves. I remember Long Xiang said in our night talk: "I 19 wanted to settle down for a while after I came back from the team to help the group, but I didn't expect to become silent when I settled down." Then I suddenly understood that sentence: if you don't break out in silence, you will "perish" in silence. If you keep silent in order to accumulate strength, you will be released one day, and if you don't sing, it will be a blockbuster. However, if you don't make a sound just to protect yourself, you will gradually lose the right to speak in the crowd, become ignored, become a completely transparent person, and lose the ability to speak. I think no one can live like an island. You must contact with others, communicate and express your position and attitude, so as to win a stable and harmonious environment for yourself. The world will never treat you well because you are kind. Kindness needs to be won and maintained by yourself.
Third, a good speaker is not born, but cultivated.
My favorite speech begins with "I want to give a gift". This can eliminate my nervousness, which is my unique psychological hint. Every time I say this beginning, I can go on smoothly. Secondly, because the secret of speech is actually to provide new ideas, it is equivalent to giving a gift. What you express must make others feel fresh, otherwise it will be empty, and the value of this speech will be greatly reduced.
Fourth, a good thinker is not necessarily a good speaker, but a good speaker must be a good thinker.
Many teammates are afraid to speak, or think they are not good at speaking. I think apart from the "technical" factors such as nervousness, it is more important that they have not mastered the "Tao", that is, they have read too little. How can there be output without input? Suppose our brain is compared to a pool. If there is only water without water, the pool will dry up one day. On the contrary, if there is only water without water, the water in the pool will rot and deteriorate. So to have both input and output, the most typical is:
Fifth, public expression is the ability that China students need to improve urgently.
There used to be a unanimous evaluation of China students by 35 top American professors: "No matter how encouraged, just don't talk". Students in China are not good at expressing themselves in public, and the phenomenon of shyness and introversion is widespread. Compared with students in China, American children are not good at exams and pay more attention to expression. In the lower grades, a micro-expression class or a character situational game similar to "show and tell" will be held to let children introduce what they have brought or improvise. Senior students will hold a debate, such as: who dropped the atomic bomb in World War II, the Americans or the Japanese? Are paper textbooks or electronic textbooks more suitable for the current classroom? Should the death penalty be abolished? Using the debate to stimulate students' enthusiasm and curiosity, in the process of finding materials and preparing speeches, children not only mastered knowledge, but also exercised important comprehensive abilities and qualities such as speaking on stage, cooperation and exchange, and literature retrieval. This is the educational model that I have been longing for, and it is also a direction that I hope to bring to the educational system reform in China. The revolution has not yet succeeded, and we still need to work hard!
? Chatting with Wei Xiang at 0308.
Today is Women's Day (laugh and cry), and I once again find it important to learn from Wei Xiang: express your true thoughts sincerely.
? 0309 Chatting with Mei Jia
Today, I return to my old job and take the opportunity of breast cancer preaching to stand on the podium again. My friend, I don't know how you feel every time you stand on the podium. Are you nervous or sad?
What I want to say is that every time I stand on the podium, my heart is more excited. Under the double pressure of a proper speech, the pressure of attention and full confidence in my ability and strength, my brain will quickly secrete a lot of dopamine and reach a very excited state.
When I was 6 years old, I sat under the podium and felt that I should stand on that podium, which became the focus of attention. No matter whether I speak well or not, no matter what the result is, no matter how much time I have prepared, I will enjoy every speech on the podium. To tell the truth, I got the same ruler when I was one year old. I believe in fate. Somehow, we are all robbers who came to this world with our own scripts. Going around, I believe I am destined to return to my track, because there are all my galaxies.
? 03 1 1 Chatting with Jane
We all witnessed each other's growth in the mottled years. Growth may be accompanied by a broken head, or it may mean unrecognizable, but in any case, I will always remember your initial impulse and sincerity.
You can go to the teaching building at 6: 40 in the morning recently. On the way, you can meet Sunway's old friends, see the heroic training of the school guards, hear the flag-raising sound of the national flag station when you get to the classroom, see the sparrows sneaking into the classroom jumping at me, hear the cock crow and see the sunny corridor. Getting up early is really beautiful!
03 12 Chatting with Abortion?
The stars are romantic, and you are an angel lost by the moon. When I met you, I found that my romance was far from enough to carry your clear and pure heart.
I just sent Bin to take an examination of teaching resources in the morning and talked a lot together:
I think that if I am diagnosed with cancer in the future, I will definitely not stay in the hospital for treatment honestly. I will do what I have always wanted to do: measure the world with my feet, run and jump wildly, go as far as I can, and live a free and carefree life.
Actually, I don't think cancer is necessarily a relief. What is more terrible than death is the loss of freedom.
My mother once asked me when I was very young: "If I get seriously ill in the future and can't move in bed, the doctor will ask you if you can save me." What do you choose? "
At that time, I said without thinking, "I must save, human life is the most precious."
Mother was silent for a while and said, "If there is such a day, don't save it." .
When I was very young, I was so scared that I choked and asked why, but my mother didn't answer.
When I grow up, I know that there are many things in the world that are more important than life, such as freedom and dignity. It is better to choose a free lifestyle than to linger in a hospital bed. To die is to live.
But sometimes, I don't understand why she wants to "imprison and oppress" me for so many years, which makes my desire for freedom really exceed everything. This is a question that I am still thinking about, but I believe that life will give me an answer one day.
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Today, I went to listen to the weekend activities of 2 1 class Committee change, and also looked at our old youth league Committee. I feel a lot.
First of all, it really surprised me that Yu's teammate ran for monitor. Although he is a teammate in grade 2 1, his generous and concise voice and natural expression must be the result of years.
Secondly, I benefited a lot from Le Jia's final concluding speech, which reminded me of many memories and thoughts (every time I watched Le Jia's control field, I was impressed by his courage and powerful atmosphere, and every time I listened to Le Jia's speech, I was completely impressed! )
Academic committee is the "sun", which spreads infinite light and heat in its limited life. I think I think so, too, and this has always been the strength and motivation to support my appointment as a university Committee.
Furthermore, can quantitative change cause qualitative change? I think so, but quantitative change can only cause qualitative change to a certain extent, which includes both quantity and intensity. Taking a speech as an example, we should not only pay attention to the number of participants, but also pay attention to the training intensity of deliberate practice. Only by continuous reflection-summary-improvement can we truly realize the quantitative change we want.
In addition, Le Jia said that in a letter to myself a year later, he only wrote three words-"the Monkey King", which poked me. I happened to be watching Journey to the West recently. I think this book is a personal growth history with the Monkey King as the protagonist after taking off the title of masterpiece. From a wild monkey at the foot of Wuzhishan-the Monkey King who put on a spell to exorcise demons-the Monkey King is not perfect, but it is because of this imperfection that he is kind and lovely, and he has rich room for growth. Our Shuangwei is not perfect, but the process of pursuing Excellence is really perfect! Thank you for listening to your speech. Has anyone ever taught you?
14 team, 63 roses, 6 teams, 100 battle, Fang Qiu, the only way, the initial heart, those five weeks played slowly in my mind frame by frame. Some people say that it is irrational because of feelings, and it will be painful because of feelings.
Indeed, feelings are very torturous, and the years with Mei are like talking about a romantic but unreal love. Dreams can be broken. After waking up, we will return to our orbit like comets, move on and finish our unfinished tasks.
Finally, I want to say: time can be dull, but love will last forever. May the people I love be safe and happy all their lives?
? 03 15 Chatting with Grandpa
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Recently, the epidemic situation has changed greatly, and many things have happened. I held many meetings in a row, each for an hour, but it was over soon (covering my face ~)
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When chatting yesterday, I heard from my roommate that I bought a solid ice pier model, and too many pre-sales have not arrived yet. My roommate said that he didn't want to buy it at first, but he wanted to follow suit when he saw others buying it. I (speechless, covering my face ~), if I don't know that I am following the trend, I can only say that the herd mentality is too subtle. Now that I know I'm following the trend, I really don't know what to say (in distress situation ~)
Sure enough, people are afraid that they are out of place and would rather be a rabble than be different.
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I am super happy to receive Lu Yao's birthday present! ! !
13 I have known Lu Yao for almost nine years now. Three years and three years, people around me have changed one after another, but few of them can make me linger for so long.
You never say what I like to hear directly. You are good at making it. You always say that since childhood, your letters and gifts have piled up like hills. I admit that I am really not an easy person to contact. I look gentle and enthusiastic, but my temper is cold. It's too hard to really get into my heart. But you have never given up, and you have been telling me with actions-"You are worth it".
"Be optimistic, be sincere and love life" is the most important truth you have ever told me, and I have always regarded it as a standard for so many years.
Yao Lu, spring has come, and the day of meeting is not far away. I always remember that agreement, traveling around Qian Shan together, watching the flowers in spring, the cool breeze in summer, the leaves in autumn and the snow in winter. It is enough to have a best friend like you in life.
? 03 19 Chatting with Huixian
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Reflections on reading Meditations;
Since your present ability is not enough to completely transform the world, change the weather and attack all kinds of evil forces that you don't like, you might as well wait, have a rest, save your strength, and deepen your understanding of the world by observing the world, so that the new knowledge you have gained and the efforts you have saved will play their due role in the next stage of your life.
In fact, I really know that on the river side, I suppressed my personality and endured the ups and downs imposed on me by life, but I also understood a truth: when I have the right to choose, I will never hand over my life to others. I want freedom, complete physical and mental freedom, I want to live the life I want, do what I want to do, learn what I want to learn, and realize my dream of fighting for it all my life.
The saddest thing in life is that those who have no dreams like duckweed live a humble life and dream like ants. What you get is not cherished, but what you can't get is yearning. What is life? I think, between happiness and pain, between waiting for a long time and getting what you want, is the real life.
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I've been sleeping soundly recently. Sure enough, spring rain is a perfect match for sleeping.
Writing The Moon and Sixpence;
Recently, I have been paying attention to the progress of 2022032 1MU5735. Originally, there was no Peach Blossom Pond and Changting Ancient Road, but yesterday someone stayed in the same sunny morning.
The last lesson of every civil aviation person: "If you encounter an irreversible air crash, do your best to reduce the damage to people's lives and property, minimize casualties, and then die calmly." I hope all the angels who died suddenly can find their way home in heaven?
? 0324 Chatting with Grandpa
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Reflections on The Story of the Sahara:
San Mao: "Life is not just the present, but also poetry and distance". In fact, San Mao's Story of the Sahara is the first book I read repeatedly since I was a child. I went back and forth at least seven times. At that time, I was only in junior high school. I wanted to be like Sanmao, wearing a bohemian rag skirt in the Sahara desert and living a dull life with my beloved.
/kloc-When I was 0/2 years old, a lesbian learned from me: "Novelty, which book do you think can represent you?" At that time, I replied: the story of Sahara. When I was in college, the head teacher asked me which book I liked best when we entered school, and I still replied: the story of Sahara.
In fact, I love freedom far more than life. I want to be as free as the wind. It's not that I want to stay away from the world without imprisonment, but that my heart is fearless.
Listen to abortion, in the morning, boss Zhou specially came and sent us golden chrysanthemums.
Abortion and I have to take good care of the boss's love and dare not live up to it. I still remember that when I first met my boss, he was dressed in black, and other team helpers who returned to the team couldn't wait to share their experiences and feelings. He stood quietly in the crowd.
The next day, I heard the boss's sense of help to the team. To tell the truth, his sharing is the only thing that pokes me. Only then did I know that there was a boy in the team who was very powerful, named Zhou Longxiang, but he still didn't feel anything (laughing and crying ~).
What moved me later was the letter "I'm going to heaven from hell" sent to me in the name of hedgehog at 24 am. Fortunately, someone saw through what I wanted to say, "Living in this fickle world with deep affection", "Grandma said that everyone should have a superhero in his heart" and "Laugh, dream and be different. Life is a great adventure. " The simple truth in the letter supported me for a long time, and also made me feel a faint enthusiasm and gentleness for life.
Perhaps one of the ideas of "life is a great adventure, and every attempt is a great attempt" began to sprout at that time. At that time, I often wondered why the boss used hedgehog as a screen name. Sanmao once said: "Because the hedgehog's stomach is soft, but it is covered with spikes, so you can't start if you want to hold it." Now that I think about it, it makes sense.
As I said, I am a mirror to look at others. I am a person who likes to sort out the past and observe the world. I often can't see clearly how a person gets better and worse, but others can see more clearly. The boss has changed too much. He is no longer the flower of Gaoling who shakes hands only half, the "senior" who is always silent, and the teenager who has talked for a long time without responding to his efforts. The only constant is that the boss has been wearing a skirt for a month (hiahiahia~ ~), and there are more labels such as blx, straight man, not talking (heartless face ~).
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This is a life gift for you at the age of 20. You need to accept this life process and then come out. The pain experienced here is valuable for the future. You can't connect the dots in your life in a predictable way. Only when you look back will you find the connection between these points. It is this belief that will not make people lose hope, but also make your life different.
I have always thought that the wicked have their own grinding, and a bad man will meet someone more ruthless than him to punish him. After all, God looks up three feet. Good people bully the sky, while evil people fear it.
The magic of fate is that it will make you desperate and helpless. Only when you have the courage to go back on the road will it give you a rainbow in front to make up for the gloomy life at the beginning. Sometimes, I just hate that I can't finish reading all the books in this world. Only writing can help me escape from this painful reality and chat for a while.
? 0330 Chat with Meimei
Therefore, March is dull and quiet, and 2022 has passed by a quarter. I hope there will be light in April and dreams in my heart. Come on (_? )? ! !