People are not afraid of failure, they are afraid of losing the courage to stand up. You are a hero who has lost many battles. You are forty or fifty years old, no matter how old you are, because you have to face the reality, the difficulties, the family and yourself anyway. As long as life is not over, it's never too late to start all over again. No high income for the time being. At the very least, you should protect your family life first. Life stress comes first.
There is no pattern in life. All the patterns are made by ourselves. 30, 40 and 50 years old are not obstacles to what you want to do. What is holding you back is your heart. What should you do when you are positioned? If you don't meet your expectations, you will start to panic. As long as life is not over, everything is possible, it is not terrible to start over, and there is no road to life in vain.
I was right or wrong in the first half of my life. It's all over, and it's only after experience that I know what to cherish and what to give up, so I personally feel that after this age, my life is so real and comfortable. As long as you are willing, the old is not necessarily good! Willing to change is the most important thing. You can't afford a used one. You can only cherish the future and the present.
When people reach middle age, they will inevitably become complicated and depressed because of family and work. Think about your beautiful childhood, innocent baby years, you will become cheerful, full of yearning and hope for this society, you will become gentle.