The last letter to retain his girlfriend was from a girl:
Are you okay? I can't remember the last time I wrote. This is another letter I wrote many years later. It is late at night. Although the heating in the office is still blowing, it is still a little cold. And I seldom write, so I can't write well. Do not laugh at me.
Writing this letter to you, I really want to write it for you, even if I look at it myself in the future, I will giggle happily.
I don't know how to start, probably, the world is so big and so small. When your father decided to start a company here and I decided to work here, I was destined to meet you. I won't forget seeing you for the first time. It was a morning on a business trip to Jiujiang. You walked in front of our company. Seeing you, I found different scenery: a pair of big playful eyes, a smiling face, a bright and sly talk, flowing long black hair, neat and shiny clothes, playful and lovely, and a backpack that big. It's really good, my heart is beating with the sunshine in the shy air.
At that time, I had been here for two months, and I just found out that it was not as good as I thought, and I seldom went out to meet new friends. After meeting you, I think coming here may be the biggest decision of my life.
Then there was the business trip in Jiujiang, and some scenes were still vivid. The most impressive details are: first, when I walked to the shore at the dock, you arrested me and said it was dangerous. I was very touched at that time, and such a fool was worried that I would fall. On the other hand, on the train back, at a certain moment in the dining car, you always gave me a lively impression, suddenly looking out of the window without saying a word, faintly depressed: so you are spring, summer or autumn. There is also standing in the train aisle, the train turns, because of inertia, you are thrown over, I gently hold you steady, and then let go. Your talking eyes narrowed with laughter. I laughed too. You are natural, unpretentious and true. That night in Jiujiang is one of the best nights in my memory. At that time, everyone just met, and everything was beautiful.
Later, I learned more about you and found that you are still a sensible, filial girl who hopes everything will be fine. But the facts are a little against your wishes, such as having a shameless and unqualified friend like me. But you can tolerate my friend who let you down. Thank you very much. At that time, I might think, why are you so close to me and touch me? What happened? But it was not until the last time I chose to go to Shanghai to find you in the wrong way that I found you and your cousin holding hands when shopping. I feel extremely guilty. Everyone is friendly to others in different ways. This is just your normal way of being friendly to others, but I don't understand you again and again and flatter myself. You feel insecure, but I bring you anxiety again and again, and I feel more guilty. I feel sorry for you here. I hope you can forgive me. But I can assure you that I mean no harm. When I was alone with you in the park, I just looked at you, safe and sound, not hurt by the outside world.
Later you asked me what I liked about you. I don't know, and I can't say it to your face. It's just that I lost my temper with you, but you are the girl in my eyes who wants to protect and give happiness.
It will be your birthday soon, and the long-prepared gift can finally be given to you. But I got on the train that night and didn't accompany you to the end. I still can't figure this out. Father will go back on his birthday the next day, but he should have thought of taking the early train instead. When you told me on the phone. I have a headache. Why did you leave so soon? At that time. I can't wait to jump off the train and go back. I, an unqualified friend, failed to give you a solid shoulder on your ecstatic night. In case something happens to you, I can't tell myself. I also learned a lot from these things. What is urgent and important is your birthday that night. It's important, but it's not urgent, but if you want to go home, then stay until evening, take you home, and then take the early morning train home. These lessons will help guide me to make more mature decisions about the future.
Happy and tangled days are so short. Soon you said you would go back to work in Shanghai, and you went back alone. Very uncomfortable, very sad. I've been asking questions in my head. Can a girl who says she dare not stay at home alone take care of herself? Who will accompany you when you are lonely? Check the telephone address book. Is there anyone you can call and chat with at any time? I can't imagine meeting bad people. Finally, you have to leave. I was drunk the night before you left. I woke up early that morning and wanted to say goodbye to you. Coincidentally, you also sent a farewell message. There are so many words that it is difficult to express your feelings in words. At that time, I just hope you can take good care of yourself and live a good life. You can always contact, brag, tell stories and talk about anything when you have time. However, people are 1000 kilometers away.
Although it didn't snow that winter, it was very cold. I called you and sent you a New Year present. I hope you will like it. This is my special way to treat special friends.
I visited you that time shortly after I came back to work. You like it. Seeing Iraqis smile is more important than anything else.
Later, I said that I was looking forward to the May Day trip. It's just that when the brain is hot, it will short circuit. I chose the wrong way to meet you in Shanghai, and that guy Ashi also exaggerated with you. My improper way aroused your fear and made you heartache. I just want to come and see you. This is a good starting point. If we can talk to you in advance and meet in a way that you can accept, it will not damage our tripartite friendship. Especially since you lost two trusted friends. Impulse is really the devil.
I found you silent when I came back. It is said that the most sad thing for girls is not crying, but silence. I also went through the most difficult period. My starting point is right. I will continue to learn, improve and know how to express beauty with beauty, give it to beautiful people and feel beauty. Not the other way around.
Later, I got drunk and sent you a confused message, so just laugh it off.
But I always remembered an agreement in my heart, so I went to Xitang alone and put myself down without saying anything. If you do, you will not regret it.
I thought you would lock me up in the ice cave, but I didn't expect to get in touch with you again.
Originally, all the people here left one by one. You asked me if I would be here next year. I think it is difficult for the company to create such an environment, and the company manager has changed, and the relationship with him is not good. It's really hard to improve here. The most important thing is that you are not here. I may be a hedge fund in Shenzhen next year, which is also closely related to economy, policy, futures and foreign exchange. If you are lucky and smooth, you will try to become a partner of a venture capital private equity fund, which is for venture capital. I must choose a more suitable field and post, strive to start a career and make a solid guarantee for my future family. At the same time, I will continue to pursue love, Iwillbeabetterman. Let me ask you something. You said the contract was due. I don't know where it will be. I also know that you have too much uncertainty. But what is certain is that wherever you go, I will keep in touch with you. It's a pity that your father is really not suitable for this business at present and has separated your family. I will continue to do my best to help find a buyer to take over.
In the dead of night morning, the black coffee in the cup has been drunk almost. This kind of atmosphere, a dialogue with the heart, is much better than in the noise. Cold air, air conditioning and heating make a whirring sound, dark circles are hanging, and the bed is still waiting for the owner's return. None of this matters. The important thing is that I have written this letter until the end, and I am still imagining that when you read this letter, I will think of a silly smile.
You have never tried to live alone, but you can live alone for two years and earn your own living. You're great. But please take good care of yourself, take good care of yourself. Miss you.
XXX
XXXX。 X. X
The last letter to keep my girlfriend is XXX:
Tear off the tin foil. Twenty cigarettes in the cigarette case are arranged neatly.
Tear yourself apart. I miss you, but I can't arrange it neatly.
Light a cigarette. Light up the thoughts in your heart.
I ordered twenty reasons to miss you.
But I can't find a reason to forget you. ...
The first cigarette:
Throw it out of my lungs. I want it to go back to the day when I first met you.
Remember that important day. ...
The second cigarette:
Burned out between my fingers ..
I can't take it anymore. Your first smile to me. ..
The third cigarette:
If I am lonely, because I am thinking of you.
The fourth cigarette:
Because I lost a cigarette.
The fifth cigarette:
Mars is real. And your sentence likes you.
But it can't be true in my ears.
The sixth cigarette:
I'm going to call your wife
Do you still like listening?
The seventh cigarette:
I crushed it and threw it out of my sight.
Because the last time I smoked my seventh cigarette,
I heard you say to me for the first time: I am angry.
The eighth cigarette:
Is it starting to stain my lungs?
Just like your warm shoulders have been fumigating my heart.
The ninth cigarette:
If nine stands for eternity.
Then I'll draw a big 9 between you and my heart.
Is it possible for you to stay in my world longer and longer? ...
Tenth cigarette:
There is too much smoke around you.
Or are you blind?
Eleventh cigarette:
Except you.
Who will help me count? How many ashes are these? ...
Twelfth cigarette:
When I showed up.
I want to ask you. Is the splashed Mars still the same as it was then?
But where are you?
Thirteenth cigarette:
I'm starting to feel cold.
What about you?
Is it the same shaking? But give me your temperature.
Until your palms are as cold as mine.
Fourteenth cigarette:
It burned my cold.
I've never been so fragile as when you took my temperature.
Fifteenth cigarette:
Thinking of you and me will repeat the courage of one, two and three. ..
This little cigarette stayed.
Can I have three more sips?
Sixteenth cigarette:
If you write on these cigarettes,
When these words turned to ashes.
Are you on my chest?
Seventeenth cigarette:
I sat on your knee, took your hand and put it in my pocket, holding it tightly. ...
Is it really possible to replace me with someone else's hand?
Eighteenth cigarette:
If you find me missing at the next intersection,
Are you waiting for me or following in my footsteps?
The 19th cigarette:
You said you liked my squinting.
Do you know why it is wet?
Twentieth cigarette:
You said you went. You believe that you can find your happiness.
Then how can you give me another kind of happiness?
You left. Can two kinds of happiness be linked?
When the last cigarette is finished.
Can I stop thinking about you?
I smoked more than these twenty cigarettes on the day I left.
I think your reasons are more than these twenty sparks.
But a pack of cigarettes. Only twenty.
I smoked 19. You're not around.
Then have a cigarette. When the next pack of cigarettes is lit.
Do I still have reason to miss you?
Did I turn around? You will turn around with me. ..
I
Put down your dignity.
Let go of pride
Let go of stubbornness
All because I can't let you go.
XXX
XXXX。 X. X
The last letter to keep my girlfriend is Sanxiang:
I'm sorry, I finally decided to say goodbye to you, completely. I have always been a coward. Although we broke up recently, I still fantasize about keeping our once love wholeheartedly, thinking about you and giving you the last strength I can give. And I've never asked you anything. I'm afraid you think I'm bored. I'm going to be a grandmother. But now I understand that my feelings can't compare with your changed heart.
Knowing that you have a new boyfriend, I cried when I remembered it. I lied to myself: this is a beautiful lie you once told me. You will always love me. How can we love others deeply? Yes! You broke up, too. How dare I say it so easily in the future? I am afraid that I will really lose you forever. Fengxiang, I really love you. So if you don't say anything, I won't ask anything. When you are not by my side, I just cry quietly. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I want to thank you for staying with me for more than two years. I know your current boyfriend will love you as much as I love you.
I am glad that at least in the end, you will accompany me, you will accompany me to meet my classmates and friends, and give me enough face. At least I remember you finally gave me a hug. I think that's enough, really. I love you.
The story ends here. You asked me what I did to you. Although you didn't ask me for anything later, I know this is an irretrievable fact.
After going to bed at night, I looked at you in the photo, thinking about you before, thinking about the sweetness of being with you, and I kissed the photo. I knew it was the last time. My tears drop by drop on my chest, slowly melting, and drop by drop on my broken heart.
Goodbye, I have finished the last task. Time to go. I know my disappearance is the best ending. I'm not in your news anymore. You should take good care of yourself. I almost changed your resume. It's in your mailbox. Remember not to get tired of looking for a job, you are in poor health. The best way is to exercise more. Do a self-massage if you have time. Usually eat some dietotherapy items.
You'd better soak your feet with hot water before going to bed. In the days before graduation, get along well with classmates. After all, your days together are numbered. By the way, I haven't lost my old photos or the things you gave me. I want to keep them forever. Water loves the ocean chain, and I changed it to foreign love the water. I will never let anyone know that my other name is Liu Yang except you and my family. I bought two pillows, one for holding and the other for holding. I can only miss warmth. It's time for me to disappear from your message.
With a broken heart. You don't have to leave me a message. My number is out of money and won't be recharged. I completely left, completely left that I was so serious and so deeply in love with you, I can only say to you: I wish you happiness! You should treat the people who love you well in the future, you know? Don't hurt anyone in love. Tell him I'll bless him, too. I will love you forever, but it's not about you from now on.
The most familiar stranger
XXX
XXXX。 X. X
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