It's time to pay the tuition. You should make progress. It is normal to lose money in stock trading. You must have a good attitude. If you lose money, you have a chance to earn it back. Good luck with your investment.
As a person who has lost more money than you and survived, I feel the same way about your experience. I'll just talk about my own experience and give you some advice.
I once comforted myself like this after losing money. I lost my money, as if I had a serious illness. I spent all my money and was cured. I still have a healthy body and can start over.