Secondly, the article is very contradictory, because the author is insane and almost loses his reason and judgment.

Furthermore, the title of the article is asking for help, which shows that the author is unwilling to continue the status quo and hopes to get what he wants through others, such as analysis/suggestion, psychological stress relief and so on.

Finally, at the end of the article, the author's complex psychology is explained.

I don't want to give advice, because everyone has their own personality and psychology, and everyone's experience is different, so we can't impose our own views and ideas on others.

When I personally encounter some difficult things, I always think: What kind of trouble am I in? What's the worst result? Can I accept this result? What results do I want? what can I do? What should I do? If you think about it, just do it!

Attached is the mantra: do what you like!