When I was young, I could toss, do business and speculate in stock futures. I did make a lot of money. Maybe it's because I was too greedy to swallow the elephant. Maybe it's because Germany doesn't deserve it Money comes and goes quickly!

Enterprise bankruptcy, futures explosion. Anyway, when you are unlucky, you really understand the meaning of double whammy.

Bankrupt in 2005, the wife is not simple. She will stay with me until 2009. Finally, people in debt can't live any longer.

She asked for a divorce, and I agreed. A peaceful divorce. I bear the debt, the child and her, a daughter, 13- 14 years old.

The staff thought we had a fake divorce, but my heart was bleeding. If only it were fake!

From then on, in order to pay off my debts, I also started to work, do small business, work hard and work hard. In any case, I will do anything to pay my debts.

I can't lift my head until I pay my debts.

In the past 10 years, my mother got a brain tumor in 20 16 years. I was in Yiwu at that time. From the beginning of work, slowly start to do small business, start to do greening to support themselves.

At that time, I gradually had my own customers. My annual income was about 65,438+10,000 yuan, and my debt was almost the same.

My heart ached at the news. As a person, I haven't been back to my hometown for nearly ten years. In order to earn money, I don't go back to my hometown during the Chinese New Year holiday. One saves money and the other works at that time with high salary.

I quickly ended my career, transferred to others and returned to my hometown. My mother died less than three months after I came back.

My brother and I have arranged my mother's funeral, and there is an old father at home. I failed my mother, so I won't go back to the south. It is my mission to stay in memory of my father.

Laiyang is a county-level city under Yantai in northern Shandong. There is no Zhejiang and Jiangsu in the south, and the economy is developed.

It is basically impossible to do greening maintenance. If you have no money, you have to find a job.

I went to a new material company, which is a factory that rents insulation boards. There is a shortage of people, and the key is dirty and dirty, and young people don't go.

When we arrived at the factory, we began to do the last process, packaging.

I was 48 years old and was the youngest person in this factory. Can you believe it? Really! The oldest is over 70 years old.

Two shifts, 12 hours. 10 day shift, day shift and night shift.

These workers are all from nearby villages. It takes 40 minutes to ride a battery car from downtown to work.

The company manages a meal, lunch in the day shift, and a cooking lady sends it to the workshop to eat while working. The workshop is dusty and has to eat.

The factory has dust removal equipment. But it is often not used. Why? Too much money, the boss is black-hearted to save money! No matter whether the workers are sick or not, we workers have not signed a labor contract. Just pay for it.

Salary per day 150 yuan. As soon as the machine is turned on, 80 yuan cleans and smashes garbage every day.

Two packs of instant noodles were distributed at night shift, and some workers brought their own food.

To make foam board, the process is simple, like blow molding, and the material can be good or bad. Usually, you know, good things don't need to be tested outside.

Too many inferior materials, the smell irritates the nose. I went there at that time, but I didn't get well after a few days, and I was dizzy and nauseous.

Some people can't stand it, just work for a few days and leave.

The people who stayed were the same as me. When you are old, you can't do well in other places. Although it's a mess, you can always make money and you can only stick to it.

Most people, like me, are old and young. If they don't work, they will starve.

Older people don't want to see the younger generation. They have a heavy burden and can work day by day.

Later, when feeding in another area, the first step was to reverse the procedure. I feed 8-9 packs at a time and stir. It takes less than half an hour to cook a pot. 24 pots a day.

This job is very tiring, but if I work hard for ten minutes, I can rest for twenty minutes or smoke outside the workshop. I like it better.

The hard part is that the working hours are too long, it is too hot in summer and too cold in winter. It's too hot in summer, so I just cold water and punch. I can't help it. It's too hot.

Smoking outside is also happiness. Sometimes I really think, am I going to be like this all my life? What if pollution gets sick?

It's no use thinking too much. Work day after day. Tired from work, I basically fell asleep when I got home. Often tired hand cramps, pain full head big sweat, lying in bed pain can not sleep, really suffering.

Sometimes I can't stand it, so I cry in pain.

But I can't. I have some debts to pay and I have to eat by myself. What can I do without working?

In this way, I have to continue to work and live alone the next day, hoping that I will not suffer in my next life.

Brother Yang, who works with me, is 72 years old and told others that he is 60 years old.

He came to do it because he didn't want to cause trouble to the children. After his wife died, he found another partner to live with.

Several grandchildren are getting married, too. Help the old man's grandson buy a house today and pay some money.

In a few days, the second son's daughter will get married and buy a car. He has to help, otherwise the daughter-in-law won't.

I laugh at Brother Yang, who cares too much. One generation doesn't care about the other, so why bother giving yourself trouble? He said you and I will know when we are old.

Sometimes I'm tired, I can't stand it, and I really don't want to do it, but when I see my brothers in their sixties and seventies, they are all gritting their teeth. I suffer a little, suffer a little, it's nothing!

On such a day, I worked for three years, and finally my tired wrist and waist got sick and I couldn't continue working.

Now stay at home and eat by writing headlines and doing live broadcasts. Sometimes I'm tired, but I'm not tired when I think about the hardships and tiredness of my previous work!

Nothing fatal, just alive, I really can't do it that day!

Now you can earn some money, take good care of your father and think about your old age after seeing him off.

Anyway, you can live one day, even one day. It's no use worrying.

Have you worked hard with me? Welcome to communicate!

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