What kind of personality characteristics do ordinary people have? Laziness, meanness, stubbornness, cruelty, impetuousness, wishful thinking, love-hate relationship, inner weakness, ambition, sentimentality, impatience, emotion, arrogance, carelessness, arrogance, indecision, unsociable and poor adaptability; Love beauty, greed, love leisure and hate work, love daydreaming; Rote memorization, rigid thinking, rut, easy to forget.
I have all these personality characteristics, and they are all repetitive. I am a real ordinary person. I can't control these weaknesses. I am even the lowest level person.
? I am a lazy and incompetent person. Growing up, I never insisted on the best things, even getting up early or writing. Now I am 27 years old and still have nothing to do.
? Academically, although I studied for more than ten years and even tore up my college diploma, I failed to get my wish in the college entrance examination twice. I could have realized my ambition for postgraduate entrance examination for the first time. On the surface, I was studying hard. In fact, I was playing soy sauce every day, but I just seemed to be working hard. After reviewing for a year for the second time, I still can't change the old bad roots. Am I still sticking to my needs for the rest of my life? What will happen if you stick to it like this? Even if I get a master's degree from Peking University, what can I do if I always study mechanically?
? In my career, I don't know what I want to do in the future. I want to take an examination of civil servant politics, but I can't even solve a few postgraduate books. what can I do? As the saying goes, Xiang, Xiang, Guan Yu, Guan Yu, Guan Yu, how can I rule the world if I can't even cure several books a year? How can I do my career if I don't study well?
In personal property, I often overestimate my ability, and as a result, I owe the bank more than 70 thousand. After the completion of my freshman year 13, I have been worried about the college entrance examination and want to do it again because it coincides with the college entrance examination. So I chose to drop out of school and go back to the society to see what kind of person I am and whether I can persist in doing one thing well. As a result, I wasted 1 year, although I earned 1 million, and learned to buy funds at the same time.
Because I didn't achieve my social goals, I had to give up the idea of dropping out of school under the persuasion of my teacher. After returning to school, I am still very cold about everything in that school and I am unhappy every day. Because I saved some money in the society to pay tuition, 65438+2000 yuan. According to the truth, I have no money, but I think I have about 5000 left. So when I was bored, I bought the fund of China Construction Bank. At first, it was a few hundred yuan, and then it slowly invested several thousand yuan. I don't know if I have no money, but I still have to spend money every day. I will cash out from the first credit card and keep applying for a credit card. The only purpose is to get rich quickly, and use the bank's money to buy the fund of China Construction Bank, the currency futures of China Industrial and Commercial Bank and so on. I thought I was smart, but I didn't expect to be a particularly stupid person. I think cashing in Taobao with a credit card and then repaying on time can make money by using the time difference.
What I never expected was that during the winter vacation, I felt that I couldn't make ends meet and even borrowed money every day, but I still got a credit card and bought a fund. Later, I don't know how, I met a website of Tiantian Fund, and I felt that I earned more than CCB, so I started to invest thousands. At the beginning, China Construction Bank and Tian Tian Fund websites still made money, and they could see hundreds of profits every day. Of course, I started daydreaming, thinking that I owe so little money to the bank. Why? Can't you pay back the principal and interest in a few days? If that's what I think, that would be great. As I said, I am an ordinary person. I have the nature of this group, I will be greedy. After seeing that the stock of the fund is rising every day, how to sell it? So I still invested money, thinking that even if I lost half, I would be fine as long as I persisted. Unexpectedly, before the Spring Festival holiday that year, the stock plummeted, all the money earned in the account was gone, and thousands of principals were posted. I was still thinking, it doesn't matter. I don't believe it. It keeps falling. I just waited for another three days, and finally I couldn't help it. I just lost thousands of dollars cutting meat. In the next few years, it will be the same. In the end, it is always robbing Peter to pay Paul.
Because I couldn't study in high school, I went to a very unsatisfactory university, but I didn't want to drop out of school and didn't have the perseverance. I do this and that, but I still accomplish nothing. You said you would take the Tsinghua exam, or you might just drop out of school and take the college entrance examination again. Although you have rations after dropping out of school, you have not completed your study task, so you can't drop out of school. It's no problem to study English well at school and not drop out of school. You can realize your dream through postgraduate entrance examination in the future, but you finally invested? Losing so much money. You find that I am a distraught and unwilling to think. If I want to study, I want to study in a down-to-earth way, but I can't last that long. I'll do this today and this tomorrow. In the end, I didn't finish anything, and I still owed tens of thousands of dollars.
Inner instability, immature mentality. I can't do anything. My mind is in a mess, and my thoughts are in a mess. I want to do this for a few days today and quit; I want to do that tomorrow, not for half a month. I don't know what I'm doing or what I want. The first postgraduate entrance examination, on the surface, looks very hard, but in fact it just looks very hard. I thought I could have my own time to review the postgraduate entrance examination wholeheartedly after graduation. I didn't expect to have time to calm down.
When I have time to make my own decisions after graduation, things will not be as simple as I thought. 2065438+I left school in July 2007 when I got my diploma. At that time, I thought I had finally left this school and could review my dream of Peking University quietly. After graduation, I worked in an intellectual property agency in Beijing. Because of worry, going to work is simply suffering. Later, after New Year's Day in 18, I simply resigned. I had planned to quit my job when I came back from the Spring Festival, but I couldn't wait to work for half a year.
? After resigning, I concentrated on studying English at Beijing University of Political Science and Law, preparing for the 19 postgraduate entrance examination. I don't care so much about the debt of 20 thousand yuan.
I thought all I had to do was pay off my debts. I didn't expect to decorate my house again. My uncle lost about 500 thousand in pyramid selling. I'm already in debt. What should I do now? If I don't take money to go out to work, all the burdens at home will be borne by my mother. I can't help it I told them that I work in Beijing and get 5,000 yuan a month for food and shelter, so that they don't have to worry. In fact, I lied to them, because I didn't want them to worry, and I wanted Uncle Menstrual to see that reading was useful. When I was in junior high school, they always advised my mother not to study with my brother, saying that my family was so poor that I just came out to work and would not come out to work after studying. After graduating from junior high school, I worked in my hometown factory with a monthly salary of 2000 yuan. My uncle was born in 1982. He went out to work before graduating from junior high school. 10 years later, he has nothing but a wife. They don't study, but they always look down on scholars, saying that reading is useless. Anyway, they always look down on my mother. In 2008, after my uncle won the lottery of 6.5438+0 million, he even looked down on my family and didn't even call my mother and sister. So show off in an ostentatious manner, less than 10 years, 10000000 yuan is gone. My uncle and I were insatiable in menstruation, and within three years, we went bankrupt and engaged in pyramid schemes. Now, two people have turned against each other, and my uncle owes 500 thousand. Menstruation is often beaten by his uncle because he lost a lot of money in pyramid schemes.
Desperate uncle began to ask my mother for help. My mother is soft-hearted and wants to help him, but what if she owes so much money to build a house at home? I had to go to the bank and borrow 1 10,000 to my uncle and 20,000 to my family. I used to work in Beijing for less than 3,000 yuan a month, and I still had rent, meals and repayment of loans. What's more, I want to take a quiet full-time postgraduate entrance examination for one year. Now that there is nothing, how can I review for the postgraduate entrance examination? Where can I review with peace of mind?
You may think that since you don't have that much salary, you should tell your family the truth. I want to tell my family, but think about it. A college student reading so many books is not as good as a junior college student and a junior high school graduate. Isn't this more despised by my uncle and menstruation? Some people will say, why build a house without money? In fact, it is impossible to build a house without money. The problem is that my brother has tens of thousands of dollars in severance pay when he comes back from joining the army. If he doesn't use the money to decorate the house, I think my uncle will definitely use it to borrow money to pay off his debts. I wanted my brother's money to help me pay my debts first. I thought that since I graduated, I would still feel guilty about having money at home. After all, I can't pay these debts myself. There is no need for my family to know, and I don't want my mother to know. My father is an idle man. He has never helped his family solve the financial burden for so many years. Only my mother works outside to earn money to support her family. I want her to retire early, and I don't want to give her such a big financial burden.
? When the family burden and personal ideal are intertwined, I can't study with peace of mind, not to mention I still have tens of thousands of debts. But driven by my dream, I can't care so much. Even if I repay the loan every day, I have to review for the postgraduate entrance examination. Later, according to my statistics, from 2065438 to March 2008, I almost owed the bank 40,000 yuan.
At that time, I thought, in this way, when I took the exam in Beijing, I owed the bank 90 thousand yuan. It's not too late to take it after I graduate for three years. Be sure to be admitted to Peking University graduate students this year.
But there are often problems at home, so I can't review with peace of mind. In April, my uncle went to my house and asked my mother to lend me money to pay off his debts, otherwise the bank would seal up his house. At home, it's like asking me for help I almost want to cry. The money I owed was not paid off. I borrow money from my credit card every day. How can I help others? My mother is also soft-hearted, because she owes tens of thousands of debts to build a house and wants to help others. They don't know what I'm like outside, and they think I have plenty of money. I can't eat casually every day, because these will be returned later.
In May, my mother got gastroenteritis and had a terrible stomachache. At present, only my mother is working outside to support my family, and my brother is in a private university. I was particularly miserable at that time, and there was no source of income at home. Should I give up my job to help my family tide over the difficulties?
Later, my mother came home from Wenzhou to see a doctor, and the first filming inspection was wrong. My mother brought some food and felt better, so she went to work in Wenzhou again. In less than two months, my stomach ached so badly that I had no choice but to go to the hospital. As a result, I had to have an operation. God, I was going crazy. I don't know what to do. My family owes a lot of debts, and I am borrowing money to live. If my mother has surgery this time, I will definitely ask the bank for about 1 10,000 to help my family tide over the difficulties. But in this case, my credit card limit will be gone, and even the amount of borrowing money for dinner in the future will be gone. What should I do?
I am in a hurry. I don't know what to do. My brother has to study. Mom fell down, so we can't all live on credit cards. On the other hand, I can't solve the pain of study, and I don't know what to do with the difficulties at home. This contradiction between reality and ideal makes me worry about reading again and again.
? Fortunately, my mother's operation went smoothly, although she spent 1000 yuan in cash and reimbursed about 8,000 yuan. But mom can't go out to work right away if she wants to recover. It's already July here, and I haven't learned English and law well, because I have a poor foundation, no learning methods and am impetuous. As a result, I either don't look at this picture for a few days or I don't look at it for months. So repeatedly, I can't remember anything in my mind. I was in such a hurry that I didn't know what to do. Every time I calm down, another problem appears in a few days. Either this aspect or that aspect of interpersonal problems, slowly I almost collapsed. More importantly, I borrow money to live every day. By September, I had a total debt of more than 70,000, and I was too scared to eat, so I didn't have the energy to review at ease.
? Every time I pay the rent and pay the credit card, I am particularly depressed, because I have to borrow thousands of dollars from the credit card or Alipay to pay the rent.
? Such a day, such a state of mind, let me not in the mood to stick to it. The pressure of life, the pain and contradiction of study, and the troubles at home make me unable to calm down and recite and do my homework.
? At the same time, my study status is particularly poor every day, so I can't get up in the morning. I play mobile phone and watch movies until about 12 in the evening, and look at my mobile phone from time to time during the day to get rid of my tangled and painful mood. The study situation has completely deviated from my original intention. I want to prepare for the exam full time. First of all, I want to spend a year understanding the Tao. Secondly, I not only want to be admitted to Peking University as a graduate student, but more importantly, I have developed good study, life and exercise habits, so that I can go to work in the future and make full preparations for my future career. But in September, 10, I still didn't achieve my desired goals and objectives. What's the use of my persistence? I can't reach my goal, even if I get a master's degree certificate from Peking University in the future, what's the use? China is never short of mediocre people from the north of Qing Dynasty, but people with talent, independent thinking, personality and even great value. Am I such a talent? Waste is better than mediocrity.
? Why is there no perseverance? We agreed to get up at 4: 50 every day, but only lasted for half a month and finally got up at 6: 00 and 7: 00. I used to get up every morning to eat, but I didn't get up to eat for months. What can such perseverance do? What can such an attitude do? If you want to be a saint, you don't even have the perseverance to be a basic person and do things. What kind of saint can you be?
? Afraid of heat in summer, I often read books in the classroom of China University of Political Science and Law. It's too hot outside to endorse. It's too cold in winter to get up in the morning and not eat at all. Take a rest at noon and sleep until about 14. I seem to be working hard every day. Have you really asked yourself what you learned in one day? Know what? What's there? Give me formalism, and I will make you have no books to read forever, and make you so cheap all your life.
? What can you do if you can't stick to one thing? I went running every afternoon for three months in a row and never went there again. Fear of heat, cold and bad mood are all reasons.
? I'm in a bad mood today. Let's have a rest first and then let it go tomorrow. After the holiday, I had to take time to watch movies to relieve my mood. I will go to Zhihu later to comment on what's new. When my sexual desire comes, I'll just take a look at erotic ejaculation to relieve stress and so on. How can I concentrate on full-time reading and reviewing?
? In the seven months from March 1 to 1 October1,what did I insist on? During this period, nothing was achieved except expanding the debt to 70,000 yuan.
I am greedy. In these seven months, I have been greedy. I bought a fund, and after seeing the profit, I kept adding money to it. As a result, I lost all my money. I am in a good mood now, and I have read this chapter for several days in a row. I can't wait to master all the knowledge in one day.
I am lazy. I have been trying to learn English well for more than ten years since junior high school, and now I can't even speak a few words. The more I learn, the worse it gets. But I never want to write with my brain. I'm just too lazy to study English hard every year. Since high school, I want to improve my learning ability and enter colleges and universities to do what I want to do. Up to now, I don't even have a basic learning attitude. This laziness, this unearned and contradictory mentality, if there is a bright future, it will come naturally.
? I'm horny. I have always wanted to cultivate my own character, but I can't resist my desire every time. I'm afraid of being distracted and don't want to fall in love, but sometimes I envy someone in particular. I don't want to have premarital sex, but I want to see a young lady when I have frequent seizures. I want to restrain my desire to be an ascetic and improve my physical fitness, but I often can't help watching porn and masturbating. Restrain desires again and again but break the rules again and again, resist pornography again and again but try to find pornography again and again. As the saying goes, the monarch governs the handsome, the handsome governs the generals, the soldiers will govern, and the soldiers will govern the enemy. I can't even control myself. How should I govern others?
My goal in life is to be a saint and follow the example of Confucius. To explore the origin of all things, we should attribute everything to a way of explanation and to sects. If I can't do what I think is useful, but I can't be perfect, I won't let myself upgrade, let alone let myself go. I won't let go of the little things I can't do well, even the smallest things, because small things will be big things, and big things are small things. If I can't control everything, I can't be dragged down by everything, let alone controlled by everything.
I want to be a saint, not a mediocre person. What I want to do is to do small things first, and then do big things. Postgraduate entrance examination can reach the present level. It is not difficult to get into Peking University. What is difficult is how to be a saint and a great man with independent thoughts and personality.
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