Ni Fangyi
( 1)
I want to write many of my feelings in recent years in some form of literature, so I have been thinking about it all this time. On March 28th, I saw a self-service library just opened nearby, so I went in and looked through it.
What did I see in A Dream of Red Mansions and The Journey to the West? These are all things I saw at the beginning of the year. I also read some books on investment and management, all of which are listed and summarized. This is what I am good at. I have been doing this in my study since junior high school, but after all, many of them are summarized from a wider scope and still have not been put into action. These two types are what I have been doing and will do gradually. Thinking about these is not a creation, just commenting on others and summing up. I think it should be my own idea, divorced from other people's systematic theories and viewpoints, or novels, essays, poems and the like, that is creation. So I took Benmo's collection of short stories home, intending to refer to how others wrote short stories, so that I could start practicing writing first. Don't worry, because it's very long.
(2)
2065438+March 29, 2009
Oh, is this creation?
I read the short story "A Son" by Mo Forced Sang and read several pages of "Moran the Boar".
At the beginning of writing
Ni Fangyi
( 1)
I want to write many of my feelings in these years in some literary form, so I have been thinking about it all this time. On March 28th, I saw a self-service library just opened nearby, so I went in and looked through it.
What did I see in A Dream of Red Mansions and The Journey to the West? These are all things I saw at the beginning of the year. I also read some books on investment and management, all of which are listed and summarized. This is what I am good at. I have been doing this in my study since junior high school, but after all, many of them are summarized from a wider scope and still have not been put into action. These two types are what I have been doing and will do gradually. Thinking about these is not a creation, just commenting on others and summing up. I think it should be my own idea, divorced from other people's systematic theories and viewpoints, or novels, essays, poems and the like, that is creation. So I took Benmo's collection of short stories home, intending to refer to how others wrote short stories, so that I could start practicing writing first. Don't worry, because it's very long.
(2)
2065438+March 29, 2009
Oh, is this creation?
I read the short story "A Son" by Mo Forced Sang and read several pages of "Moran the Boar".
The former is about a member of parliament and an academician walking and chatting. First, pollen is floating from the tidbits of broom, and there is a feeling that pollen may float far away and take root everywhere; Then I feel that people are the same. Sleeping with women everywhere always leaves a lot of seeds, and I don't even know how many children I have in the world. Then it caused members to talk about their own sadness.
The member told the academician that he had been to a place 30 years ago and stayed in the hotel for a few more nights because his friend was ill. When he was bored, he joked with the beautiful maid in the shop there and got to know him. One day, the maid passed by his room and he suddenly pulled her into the room. In a stalemate and struggle, both of them were afraid of disturbing others and finally raped the beautiful maid. The maid ignored her for a few days, but when he left, the maid showed her affection for him again.
Thirty years later, I went to that place again, because I missed it, and I went to that store again. It was found that the owner was the son of the original owner. One of the dirty, unkempt, ragged and lame people is digging horse manure. After inquiry and observation, I found that it was my son who was with the maid, but the maid died unfortunately during childbirth. The man had no parents, so the shopkeeper took him in and raised him, but the man seemed a little stupid since he was a child and knew nothing, so he was asked to do the work of cleaning up horse manure.
The senator felt sorry for the maid and son. He wanted him to have a better life and didn't want to make things clear, so he gave him some money first. I didn't expect this man to drink as soon as he was rich and almost burned down the house. The congressman didn't want to lower himself to admit the son, but he felt sorry for him. He felt that he would always be his son, so he discussed with the shopkeeper what he could do to help him live a better life. I didn't expect the shopkeeper to answer him like this: "if you want to do good, you have to meet people." There are many poor children. You can adopt another person. This man is an idiot who can't help. He drank too much when he had a little money, and he was in a mess. He can only do this trick. "
Members are afraid of asking more questions and caring more, causing others to doubt and exposing their relationship with this person. What's more, they think that if this idiot hears rumors that he is his son, why not blackmail himself? Then how can you gain a foothold in society without losing face? Therefore, he was very upset about this and told the academician about this distress.
Oh, so this is from creation! It is a short story for two people to talk about their stories while walking.
Moran the Wild Boar only read two pages. It is said that the author asked in the first person why everyone said "Moran the boar" when he mentioned Moran. It turned out that Moran, a boar, once went to Paris for sightseeing and was fascinated by the beautiful world in Paris and the beautiful women on the street. When he went back by train, there was a beautiful girl in the same carriage with him. I guess it's a sleeper. When the girl was asleep, Moran had been thinking about how to hunt for love and get this relationship, but she never had a chance or even daydreamed. If girls show interest in him, too, that would be great. She can hit it off. I just keep thinking, but the girl has been sleeping. Finally, the sun shone on the girl. When she woke up, she looked even more charming. She looked out of the window, looked at him and smiled at him. Moran thinks so, too. Isn't this an interesting signal for him? I want to say something, but I can't think of anything. I just want to wait until this time when I dare not confess. I rushed up to hug the girl and kiss her. Scared the girl to shout for help and almost jumped out of the window. Attracted the conductor and took him away. Sue him. What happened afterwards? I haven't seen it yet.
Writing is all about men and women. How should I write it?
(3)
March 30, 1965 438+09
The embarrassment and anxiety of futures woke up after sleeping for three hours. I didn't feel well, so I read some WeChat, and then I read Moran, the boar, and I finished reading it. I also glanced through Mo Bosang's other short stories, as if they were all about the relationship between men and women. The French are so romantic!
I can't help feeling that besides reading textbooks, what I read after class is not fairy tales, but wars, martial arts, some China classical novels and historical romances. TV dramas and movies are nothing more than operas. In addition to rural themes, urban love stories have been disliked since childhood, and it is easy to fall asleep when watching them. Could it be that the lack of stories like this restricts the development of emotional intelligence? After leaving school, I mainly work and various fields, which is very boring, but I have never felt it, so I seldom read novels and literary works.
Now I find that reading such stories is also a good way to ease depression. Otherwise, how to spend two days? . It is really necessary to study thousands of books. I haven't read any books by modern and contemporary writers and love books except textbooks. Looking at these works, I thought of film and television dramas and suddenly lost confidence in creation. How should I write it? Only complex stories about the relationship between men and women can attract people and be regarded as literary works. But think about it, people are also made up. If you watch too much, you will make up.
(4)
Finish reading Moran the Boar.
Poor boar Moran, on impulse, didn't kiss that woman, didn't get any benefits, but almost became the defendant. He was frightened, got sick and died two years later!
It can be seen that people's health and longevity are closely related to their mood. Such a person who has the courage to act impulsively when dreaming, but can't be willing to gamble and lose. It is estimated that his wife and friends changed their names to "Moran, a boar" from now on, and he was always stimulated. After long-term stimulation, his illness has not improved, but has become more and more serious. Dare to do it and dare to admit defeat! What does it matter? Ah, yes, maybe he is prone to depression or some kind of emotional disorder. People are often laughed at and have poor genetic resistance. Susceptible people are often ridiculed, blx will be bad, the brain will be stimulated, the brain will go wrong, and the body will be very poor. It's pathetic.
He is really wronged. That girl seems to have sex easily. If the way is right, ah ~ of course, maybe the man needs charm. But without charm, proper methods and sufficient time, there should be hope. A friend called the girl's house (the girl's parents died, and she was at her uncle's house) to discuss withdrawing the lawsuit, but she was brought here voluntarily overnight. Moran is so wronged! But then again, according to the current situation, if you want to sue without your consent, it is indeed an attempted rape. Let's just say that Moran's charm is not enough. Moran's friend used this night to discuss whether the girl should sue, but she couldn't resist the girl's beauty. She volunteered to put the girl to bed. The uncle of the girl in front walked with another person who came to discuss it together, and when they walked behind, they cuddled and kissed. It can only be said that Moran's friend has a high charm value, and the girl can't resist it. But Moran's friends came up with such a plan for Moran. What should it be called? There should be a saying, "Kill two birds with one stone". Let the girl fall in love with herself, once again, agree not to sue Moran, and things will be solved satisfactorily. This can also be said to be a bribe or a solution to the problem. It is estimated that only romantic France can do it so quickly.
(5)
I read another article, Dai Chunlou. It describes the story of five prostitutes and some regular customers in a brothel, and the story of prostitutes attending the first communion ceremony of her brother's daughter, niece, with the brothel owner and a serious widow named Mrs. Dai Liye.
Although Mo forced Sang to describe these prostitutes as short legs, limping, chubby balls and big people, it can be said that none of them are beautiful women. But Mopasang also said that they are the ordinary beauty of ordinary people, and that they are not ugly.
When Dai Liye came to her brother's village with this group of beautifully dressed prostitutes, it caused a sensation and was worshipped, envied and even appreciated by the villagers. Because the brothels in the country are far away, the villagers don't know who they are. The joiner, Dai Liye's younger brother, knew about them, and he didn't feel anything wrong. Owners, businessmen and officials in the town where the brothel is located are inseparable from such brothels.
The novel seems to have no social significance. Probably some stories about the real scene of society at that time. There is a way to write it like this. There is no need to write anything meaningful, but people always want to read stories, which are interesting to read. It should be a good work.
Creation is not necessarily a love story, is it? Mark Twain's running for governor, Gorky's Haiyan and Lu Xun's essays should not be love stories. Sorry, I'm limited to textbooks. I bought Lu Xun's works n years ago and didn't even read them.
Everyone should read one book at a time, ancient, contemporary, modern, Chinese and foreign. In fact, my tutor gave us a list of books before, and I didn't even read it. I'm ashamed. After many years of job-hopping and ten years of futures, nothing has improved except the repeated feelings of casino humanity! Anyway, reading 20 pages and writing a little every day can always make up for what I lost. Better late than never now.
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