The little man thinks he is a genius and doesn't talk to "mortals" However, the mountain village where he was born is still in the stage of evolution in thought, and there are "mortals" everywhere, so the little man sticks his nose up all day and only looks at the white clouds in the sky and can't see any sentient beings. Rural people are superstitious, because he went to college and always regarded him as a "fairy".
Little people generally don't talk, only talk about literature. Mao Dun, Lu Xun, Wan Jiabao, Jin Yong, Gu Long, Liang Yusheng, Cervantes and Tolstoy all salivate when they talk about it, and the waves in the river are eclipsed.
Little people love to talk about literature with girls. There are many anecdotes about the dead and the living in his belly, so he can often make girls smile and feel happy.
At that time-that was a long time ago-Wang Jue, Wang Ping and Little Man were three famous good students in this small ravine. All three of them study well, but the little one is the best. Wang Jue is calm, and Wang Ping is taciturn, but the little one is eloquent, smart and more likable. Oh, I forgot to mention that Wang Ping is actually a girl, who was picked up by the Wangs. There are nine brothers in her family.
It is said that books can make people mature and mature very early.
Little people don't know where to get a lot of books and read them endlessly. After watching them, they danced and danced like Kong Yiji, and they all spoke with the tone of "Who cares". Everyone knows that Mu Shao's love time is amazing, and he fell in love with Wang Ping before finishing primary school. Wang Ping is also very fond of him because of his so-called "humor". By the way, in the seventies and eighties, the age of children attending primary school was similar to that of children attending middle school now.
That autumn, all three of them were admitted to key junior high schools, and Wang Pingjia said that she would be allowed to go to middle school if nothing happened. So Wang Ping and the villain let Wang Jue testify. They knelt down and swore that Li Dafei and Wang Ping would not get married, and Wang Pingfei and Li Da would not get married. The little man also sold a sentence: you should be like a rock, my concubine should be like cattail, cattail is as tough as silk, and the rock has no transfer. The seas run dry and the rocks crumble, and this feeling will never change. If I break this oath, my little man will die and let the dog eat it eight times. The first four sentences are Lan Zhi's exhortation to Jiao Zhongqing in Peacock Flying Southeast. Lan Zhi is a woman, and her words are quoted by a nobody. Wang Jue almost laughed, but the meaning was obvious and firm, and the last few words were even clearer.
However, Wang Jue can't make a decision, but I think this is a confession between the little man and Wang Ping, which shows that the original pair of birds will never live up to each other in this life, and it is not necessarily his decision. Let him be a witness. So I made this testimony honestly and impolitely, and advised the young people to finish their studies before they could realize their vows. Wang Ping naturally agreed, not to mention that the family doesn't necessarily agree now. Even if they do, you can't let the married little man with children go to school.
Xiaoman and Wang Jue entered junior high school together, so they were in high spirits, giving advice and inspiring words, and easily entered County No.1 Middle School. When the "mortals" in the village met, they all said: You two are going to bring honor to our mountain people. It is a heavy burden to make a village glow. Wang Jue was humble, but the villain echoed loudly, saying that he would never live up to expectations.
In the next semester of senior three, Wang Ping went to the county to find a young man and told him that his family would betrothed her. Wang Ping disagreed, and several brothers forced Wang Ping. The little man said, "Even if you die, you can't promise your family. Now is not a feudal society, marriage arrangement is not feasible. Let's go home now, two of a kind. You must fight back. Don't worry, I won't let you down. Who will stop us when I finish college and start my career? ! "This oath is full of lofty sentiments and ambitions, and it is both domineering and powerful. Wang Ping went home with dreamy eyes.
Since Wang Ping left, the young man has not thought about tea and rice, and his mind is still in class, so that he is getting wider and thinner. Because insomnia is normal for him, however, the young man thinks it is a sign of neurasthenia, so he simply asks for leave to go home and rest for a week.
After returning home, the little man hesitated, and finally discussed with his mother in more elegant language and married Wang Ping back. And a gentleman said he would never have sex with her, just like a girl suggested.
Xiaoman has been lost for a long time, and his mother took great pains to drag him to this point. How could she easily promise him to give up his studies? She immediately persuaded her son to go back to school. Little people also know what filial piety is, so they have to go back to school with great pain.
After the first model test, his score dropped from the top ten to more than 400, which was the worst ranking since he entered school. The villain almost despaired and lost confidence, thinking that it was hopeless to take the undergraduate course. Why don't you go home? What's the use of reading something So I went home and never talked about reading again. But he seems to be loyal to love and is determined to marry Wang Ping back.
The little man didn't even give himself a chance to fall out of Sun Shan. At the critical moment, he "rushed back" and his family was ruined. Besides, he doesn't have any skills or skills. Wang Ping's parents care whether he loves it or not. Compared with the reality in life, love is shit. To be fair, I really don't have much capital to marry Wang Ping. When the little man came into Wang Ping's house with a gift and followed the matchmaker he wanted, Wang Ping's parents refused the little man at once. The little man was furious, with a sad expression on his face and anger rising from his brow. He finally restrained himself from cursing, but cursed these two old things in his heart: old things, I have been eyeing Wang Ping since your mother was a girl; What the fuck do you know about love?
The little man dared to speak out in anger, and walked out of Wang Ping's house. He even looked back and caught a glimpse of Wang Ping behind the back door curtain, and looked at him with a sad face. His heart jumped as if his chest had been hit by a sledgehammer. At the moment, he feels sorry for himself and blames himself for his incompetence. Seeing the girl who should belong to his arms, he just can't get it. He suddenly turned his head, with tears in his eyes, looked at the white clouds floating slowly in the blue sky and gently read: "Heaven and earth are one, but dare to separate from you!" " Then the cow lying under the arbor in front of Wang Ping's house got a foot on its ass. Cleisthenes the bull cried and jumped up suddenly, but the little man left.
That night, the little man was in great pain He sat on the bluestone by the river, holding a wicker in his hand, and kept flapping the water, stirring up waves as wonderful as his life. The ice tray is bright, insects and frogs are intertwined with the cold night, the evening breeze and leaves rustle in the sky, and all the noise of nature is so quiet and peaceful. But the villain's heart is far away from the quietness of this calm water town, as if Ma Benteng's drums sounded in the yellow sand, excited and noisy, but too gray to see the front behind the dust and fog, just like the horses are still fighting. For a time, anger, shame, resentment, helplessness, bitterness and other emotions surged in his heart, making him exhausted. It seems that every nerve and every cell are desperately crowded together, which makes him breathless. He sighed, read Wang Ping gently, read it again, lay back, put his head on folded hands, looked at the stars in the sky, looked at a star, called Wang Ping's name, and cried and fell asleep gradually.
A breeze blew, pulling up a few clouds and gently covering the moon. The moon doesn't seem to want to see the deep helplessness and sadness in this world, so she blocked her eyes with clouds, gently covered the little man's face with a soft dreamlike gauze, and took him into the dream. In his dream, he saw Wang Ping wearing a rockhopper gown, striding lightly with lotus steps, and lifting his sedan chair to the sound of drum music, while he just stood in the crowd and watched because the groom was not him. Wang Ping's lift was very light, as light as hesitation, but a heavy kick hit his heart and his love was like a broken one. In fact, it was just a bug that crawled into his clothes and bit his heart. He stretched out his hand and scratched his chest, turned over, and his expression was very painful. He wanted to rush up to stop her and ask her why she was not loyal to her love. But I couldn't move, so I was held by the watching crowd and followed in the sedan chair. In the cheers, only he heard his lonely, helpless and faint sigh. He swallowed a mouthful of saliva and followed him into the sedan chair, but from the sedan chair to the bridal chamber, Wang Ping seemed blind and never saw him. He wanted to run up and lift the veil, which should have been lifted by him, but not by him. He watched Wang Ping being carried into the bridal chamber by the groom, and her face gradually blurred and faded. He suddenly fell to the ground, but he opened his eyes, gritted his teeth and stood up. The bridal chamber was disturbed and he rushed into the bridal chamber at the front. He didn't joke or embarrass the bride and groom. He just said to himself, "This is my bride! This is my bride! " Thinking about it, he reached out from the crowd around the bride and asked her to light a cigarette and drink a glass of wine. He gave the bride a hard squeeze on her soft ass and grinned. When he saw Wang Ping turn around, he frowned and gave him a hard stare. ...
Suddenly, the little man felt a sharp pain in his ass and was severely slapped. He turned over and sat up with a "ah", with a happy smile on his mouth that just twisted Wang Ping's ass in his dream. Seeing my mother in front of me in the moonlight, I asked, "why are you sleeping here?" Aren't you afraid of getting sick? "
The little man didn't answer and asked, "What's the matter?"
His mother seemed to remember the purpose of looking for his son and said anxiously, "Wang Ping took medicine. I heard that he has been sent to the hospital. I, I thought you were together. " She couldn't stop crying, and her tone became gratified, because she finally saw that her son didn't die with Wang Ping. Although she has been looking for it for the middle of the night, she finally breathed a sigh of relief. Wang Ping can die, but her son can't. The little man was so shocked that he even said, "What?" Without asking, he seemed to be struck by lightning or electric shock, stupefied. His mother looked at him like this and began to worry. She touched his head and said, "Either you go to the hospital quickly?" The little man seemed to suddenly understand and jumped up and ran away like a spring. His toes were too hard, and the dirt he brought back splashed his mother's face. He didn't care about these things and ran to the town hospital like crazy. He fell several times and his face was scratched.
When the little man rushed to the hospital, Wang lay flat on his bed, sweating all over, twitching in pain and moaning. The little man plopped down on his knees and begged the doctor: No matter how much it costs, you must save the flat.
After gastric lavage, the little man couldn't help crying "Thank God". Because the pesticide that Wang Ping drank was left by her father when he sprayed the fruit tree, it has been diluted, and her life is safe. Wang Ping finally survived, but he was afraid to leave the hospital because he wanted to observe whether there was any residue after gastric lavage. And after gastric lavage, it's really hard. Wang Ping retched and tossed for more than a month.
Xiaoman simply went through the formalities of dropping out of school and stayed in the hospital with Wang Ping to take care of her. The white sheets in the hospital snuggled up to each other like ducks in the water. At this time, the little man has long forgotten the important things, entered the fucking university, moved towards the fucking future, and moved towards the fucking debt-ridden home. He was immersed in the love he bought with his life, and he also showed off his elegance and nausea. He read aloud: The night is cold and lonely, and he drinks thousands of words alone; It is difficult to give up and think about your own mood; The lamp will be exhausted, and the lock will be full of sorrow; Heart, I only wish there was a lover in the world and I wouldn't cry like you ... Wang Ping was so excited that he got goose bumps and shed tears.
Wang Ping's brothers no longer oppose their marriage. But the villain was asked to marry Wang Ping in the door aboveboard, and the villain's mother could not afford to hold a wedding for her child. Besides, she doesn't agree with the young man marrying Wang Ping, not because she doesn't want to, but because she thinks that the young man must go to school now and wait until his studies are successful before marrying a wife. However, the villain did not agree. Besides, Wang Ping really has no other way now. Finally, an agreement was reached: the daughter-in-law can marry back, but she must wait until he comes out of college. The little man agreed, so he borrowed from the east and moved from the west. The cows and eggs were all sold out, and the little man finally got the beauty back.
With a wife at home, the villain naturally doesn't think about anything else, so he takes the suspension procedure as a diploma and never goes to school again. In Yao Si, he imagined that he would sell wine like Sima Xiangru and Zhuo Wenjun. But selling wine is no good, because there is no capital, so I learn from Tao Yuanming to pick chrysanthemums and farm. Fortunately, the little man didn't know the story of Shaw History Lapras at that time, otherwise he might have to fly to heaven with Wang Ping.
When school started in autumn, at the urging of his mother, the little man had no choice but to go back to school. However, he always thinks he knows everything, but he doesn't know that he is a talent. He spends two days with Wang Ping every week, and then goes to school. Declare to the outside world: "We are just good friends", and no one cares about that in the countryside. There's a wedding anyway. Who cares if there's a marriage certificate?
Suddenly one day, Wang Ping told the little man that she was pregnant. The little man was startled, took a bite from his mouth and scolded himself for being too careless. But he said: "No, because the genes in the body may have toxins left by her after taking poison, which is not good for future generations." I insist on abortion. Later, because I was worried about Wang Ping's health, I simply stopped going to school and came back to wait on her.
In that small ravine, Wang Ping is a well-known beauty in Fiona Fang. The little man is also a romantic lover, so he borrowed money to let Wang Ping wear cheongsam, perm his hair and wear a necklace, and dress up like an official wife in the old warlord era. But the days will not test them, because they are romantic and beautiful. Relatives began to turn against each other for money, and then 15 thousand could buy a large piece of land in the city. His family has over 30,000 foreign debts. My mother took my second brother to work on a farm in Xinjiang and never came back.
The villain is too careless, not only careless, but also scary-Wang Ping is pregnant again. This time he had no reason to object, so he had to give birth. He learned to be a father at home and do farm work at the same time. It's a pity that he is a complete layman in farming, let alone planting chrysanthemums, let alone picking chrysanthemums under the hedge, and even planting chrysanthemums under the hedge. I don't know when to transplant rice and when to sow. He scraped a piece of skin on his foot and said he would get tetanus, begging his neighbors to send him water to relieve inflammation. If someone joked with him that you were afraid to pick millet, it would be even more difficult to treat if it was crushed. He would divide a bundle of millet into two parts.
People say that he is a small bundle of "sacred eggs" like "Ying Chao".
Wang Jue found a job after graduation. I haven't forgotten this old classmate, especially when he thought of going to college. A little man went to see him off and saw him crossing the river. He read a poem by Wang Luobin, "Seeing a friend off in a small water"-if you don't go to yan dan here, a strong man will break his wrist.
This solemn and stirring generosity made Wang Jue very moved, but it was also endless encouragement and farewell. Now that he's back, it's a success. What about the little man? I'm afraid only the last two sentences of that poem can express it-there was no one in the past, but the water is still cold today.
So Wang Jue offered to lend money to the villain, although not many people were willing to talk to the villain at that time. The little man got the money and made a list to write the plan: how much is the seed and how much is the fertilizer ... He had a good idea, but he didn't remove it when weeding, for fear that the sun would burn his skin. It's time to work in the fields from nine in the morning to four in the afternoon, but he is sleeping. Cyperus rotundus in the mountains is like leek. It is true that crops grow green and weeds, and farming is the same as not farming. When the grass buds squeezed the crops yellow and thin, the little man supported himself and Wang Ping at home with the money lent to him by Wang Jue. I used to like literature and reading books. Now, it is estimated that they can't even write the words "no crops", although he really can't.
The careful planning made by the little man in spring, due to poor process operation, went up in smoke in autumn. The old men were watching his crops from the bottom, shaking with ecstasy. A kind person said a few words to him, and he immediately replied, don't look at the sky with your ass out-as blind as a bat, who am I! I just didn't do it well. Can I do it well except for you uneducated old things? !
The debt owed by the little man has no hope of repayment, and he is extremely dissatisfied and unaccustomed in poor days, complaining all day. Wang Jue said he was unfit for farm work and gave him a loan of 10 thousand yuan to open a shop. The little man was so grateful that he wanted to call Wang Jue's father. He has a flexible mind, but this grocery store often makes a profit. However, if you have more money in your pocket, your face will be decorated accordingly. This is the philosophy of the villain. Therefore, he is in no hurry to pay his debts. He and Wang Ping followed the fashion lavishly, and another girl was born in the same year. As a result, in less than a year, even the interest was spent, and the business had to come to an end. He has no face to borrow any more money, and of course he can't.
1996 10 One day in October, the morning sun shone on the ground like a needle, and the cool wind came slowly with the autumn news, with the simple taste of autumn grain in Shan Ye, which made everything so full and comfortable. Wang Jue got up in the morning to open the door and found a letter at the door: "Old classmate, if I leave, I will sink into the sea without earning 300,000 or 500,000 yuan. When I make money, I will pay you back, and you also pay off the loan first. My wife put my third brother to sleep. He collects waste better than me, so give it to him. Life is like this. What does the husband say? Relatives have betrayed me, how can I have the face to survive here-Li Da "
Wang Jue's heart ached when he saw this letter. Except for a sigh, it is really "what can I say?" Little man, why not live up to expectations? He squeezed a bitter and sad smile from his mouth and looked at the river in front of the village. The river still flows, singing its own songs, as if everything in this world has nothing to do with it. And that little man, where did he go? Wherever he goes, he must cross the river. Perhaps, he is depressed and still has a tragic feeling of "the wind is rustling and the water is cold". Unfortunately, "a strong man will never return" is probably his way out. Hey, hey, brave man? Is he a brave man?
The little man did leave, crossed the river heavily, with tears in his eyes and vowed in his heart: wait, I will come back! Tragedy is tragic, but he didn't even look back at the village, and he didn't have the courage or the mood. In the past, I might even "wave my sleeves and bid farewell to the clouds on the horizon". Now, however, he has no intention to see the clouds in the sky. Woman, woman, Wang Ping, a bitch, wasted my infatuation and loyalty to her and dressed him up beautifully with delicious food. It is said that beautiful flowers are always wild flowers, and wild flowers are always picked by people. Wang Ping has changed. Yes, she has changed. She has become a bitch. I can't believe I fucked my cousin. The little man's heart is broken at the thought of these things, and he doesn't even have the courage to cry. He felt that he really shouldn't shed tears for such a heartless woman, and the only one who really deserves his tears is himself.
In fact, at this time, Wang Ping, who hasn't figured out exactly where Xiaoman is, is still suffering in his heart. She was sorry for the villain, but why didn't she restrain herself at that time? She'd rather it was just a dream, but it's true. The little man gave her life, love, tenderness and pity, but how could he do it? She really hates herself, but she can't help it. The tenderness and "luxury" of the little man in the past caused the eruption of that kind of lust in her heart. She would rather not eat or drink than immerse herself in a charming affair all her life.
But little people don't have such capital, and enjoyment and scenery are vulnerable in front of life. Little people can't afford to live, and of course it is impossible to keep paying living tax to maintain normal affairs. As a result, he felt sorry for himself, pulled a long face and sighed all day, and all his previous abundant spirit was gone. Wang Ping, like a flower, is cared for by a nobody every day. Suddenly there was no watering and fertilization for several days or even a long time, and it became lonely and difficult. This is a matter of course. The villain pays too much attention to his own pain and ignores her. And she has infiltrated that ambiguity into her own bone marrow, and once she loses it, she becomes anxious and irritable. The most hateful thing is that the little man actually swore at her. Well, there's no milk here. You can help yourself.