1, we came back together. One day in June, 2005, Luhe went back to South Middle School to play. A few years later, and are 23 years old. Although they are still scholars and dress like students, they have distanced themselves from middle school students. In the small bookstore outside the school, they were startled by the bookstore owner, who asked, "Are you college students? How old are you? " Gao Yuan mischievously promised: "We will graduate from the doctor next year!" The boss was amused by Gao Yuan and said with a smile, "No, no, I remember this little girl. A few years ago, she was still reading and buying books here, and she graduated from Nanzhong for three or four years at most. " Smiled and said, "boss Lu has a good memory. Yes, we all graduated from Nanzhong in 2000 and are now graduate students. " Xi was a little disappointed after leaving the bookstore. She asked Gao Yuan somewhat sadly, "Are we really old? "Can't you pretend to be a high school student?" Gently shaved his nose and smiled and said, "What a fool. I think you haven't changed at all, or that silly girl in high school. " A silly girl shouted that she was sweet and sad. It's really silly to think about yourself in high school. Silly cute, silly terrible, silly to my heart. In fact, I think it has changed. She became beautiful, sensible, knowledgeable and ... feminine. She is no longer the female high school student with big school uniform, short hair and a little baby fat face. Gao Yuan also thinks that such a change is not worth making a fuss about. It is not normal to remain unchanged for eight years. And Shandong is changing, so is the campus in Nanzhong. The shabby dormitory building where Lu lived disappeared and was replaced by a new experimental building. The canteen selling delicious fried noodles and unpalatable fried dishes has been demolished, and an unfinished building on the original site is said to be in the staff dormitory. The playground is covered with plastic track and artificial turf, and the bright red and green look vibrant. What failed was that some silly cartoon portraits were posted on the wall of the main teaching building, which made a good middle school look like a kindergarten. What remains unchanged is the tall and straight buttonwood tree on campus and the children guarding it. Boys and girls with bright smiles and pure eyes will always walk past Huatang at the age of 16 or 18 and walk to the front of the publicity column. Xi smiled and said, "Remember? You won the first prize in the physics competition of your freshman year, and a wretched registration photo like a wanted man is posted here. Everyone makes fun of you! Hehe! " Gao Yuan also smiled and said, "What a pity! At that time, I couldn't wait to smash the glass and destroy the photos! " The students returned to the classroom when the bell rang. Seeing that no one around paid attention to them, Lu said to him, "I want you to kiss me." High looking at Liu Xi wayward smile, kissed her lips. They quickly closed and separated, and then smiled at each other tacitly. This short kiss was still seen by a boy who climbed the stairs. The boys stared in surprise, patting the handrail of the stairs and shouting excitedly: "Wow!" -High school is different from college. It is rare to dare to hold hands at school when you are in love. The little boy learned a lot today, and someone kissed openly on campus in broad daylight! Xi and his frightened elementary school brother laughed together. Gao Yuan pinched Lu's face and said, "Are you satisfied?" Lu Xi rolled his black eyes and said, "I'm not satisfied. I still want the class teacher to have a look."

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Only the full member 5 changed seats later, and Luhe became absolutely parallel, until the badminton match in the final class of senior one last semester was one week, just one hour before the evening self-study, and there was no class on Saturday afternoon. The work in high school is very heavy. Everyone is happy to have a relaxing activity. No matter how well they play, they actively participate in it. One afternoon, after playing ball, I would take my wallet to buy water. As soon as he entered the empty classroom, he found that only one person was still there, and that was Gao Yuan, who was writing a paper with a ballpoint pen. Lu was stunned by the small universe from which he came. He devoted himself to studying this question: Everyone is playing crazy. It is not easy for this boy to be so calm. Lu no longer just envied Gao Yuan's intelligence, but sincerely admired his diligence and self-control. She also began to criticize herself: people like you who read comics and novels every day and don't study hard deserve to fail in physics. Lu Xi gently picked up his wallet and looked back at Gao Yuan before walking out of the classroom door. He is still absorbed in doing this problem. Xi suddenly feels that people are full of charm when they are seriously focused on one thing. When I bought water and went back to the playground to watch my classmates play ball, I also went downstairs to take part in a game. Gao Yuan has a badminton racket in his left hand. His serve is strange and his spike is fierce. He had a beautiful fight with another teacher in his class. The two not only started to fight, but also kept fighting in their mouths, which made the onlookers laugh. Lu found that this sweaty lofty on the court is completely different from the calm lofty in the classroom, but the same is the same strain of seriousness and devotion. This is a guy who concentrates on his studies and likes to play. Lu's initial affection came from his ease and freedom, which made him look different. But this goodwill is only a vague starting point. The next day, Lu Zhishen was captured. Lu and his team won a doubles match, and they were all very happy. They sat on the parallel bars and talked casually while drinking water. Talking about study, cursing the school rules, Kan Kan gossiped and joked, and these two people who don't talk much on weekdays soon became familiar with it. Lu was surprised to learn that he was born on Valentine's Day. Gao Yuan said: "It seems that the next semester will start on February 10. Today is my birthday, and I want to invite some students to my home. Come when you are free. " Xi said, "Good! I will definitely join you! " In my memory, this conversation is very natural and pleasant. In this cold winter, the warm red winter vacation at dusk is always so short that it ends before it starts. February 14 arrived, and Lu noticed this special day. He was not invited to his birthday party, but he didn't feel lost at this point. She's just a little sorry. She didn't even say Happy Birthday to Plateau. Lu Xi really likes to send blessings on Gao Yuan's birthday. It has nothing to do with love or even friendship. This is just a simple greeting, which lives up to their fate as partners. But she didn't have a chance to say that they are still people from two circles and don't talk much; I don't have the courage to say that girls of this age are reserved, but they are full of enthusiasm but dare not show it easily. Fortunately, high school life is busy and compact, with so much homework and heavy learning tasks, it is not easy for people to think, and the regret in Lu's heart gradually fades with time. However, sixteen years old is a girl's consideration. Once you have something in your heart, you can't stop thinking about it. Therefore, after making that apology, Lu was in a fog for a while. Gobang is very popular in the class, like to play, and so does Lu. Sometimes they have a chance to play. Finally, Wu Zi Julian linked two people together again. I have to say, Gao Yuan's IQ is too high and his reaction is too quick. Lu is no match for him at all. But his lovely point is that even if he killed Lu, he was not proud. He always smiled modestly, never laughed at Lu and never "disliked" her lowliness. Later, Lu's chess skills became higher and higher, and occasionally he won too much. At this time, the confrontation is a bit explosive and interesting. One day, while playing chess, I suddenly remembered something and said, "It's my birthday and I want to invite you to my house. But you put your girls together and I didn't get a chance to talk to you. Besides, you live on campus, and it's hard to explain when you come back late. I'm really sorry. " Ordinary words, the tone is not ambiguous, but I feel a kind of compassion. For the cleverness and calmness, I just stay in a superficial general appreciation; But this time, what he said-this plain and sincere apology-deeply touched her and set off a huge wave in her heart. Liu Xi froze, and she looked at Gao; Gao Yuan didn't look at her, but looked at the chessboard, wondering whether he didn't want to look at her or didn't dare to look at her. At that moment, Liu Qian really wanted to have a good look at that lofty ideal and the boy who gently apologized to her for something without feeling guilty. Many years later, Liu Xi recalled the beginning of love again. He really didn't understand what he was like at that time, just like being fascinated by the method, and he was hit by such a simple sentence. In the following years, Lu Xiling received a large number of love letters, with fluent writing and ingenious and gorgeous confessions, but these words did not bring her great spiritual shock. No, it should be said that there is no comparability. Why is this happening? She must explain to herself that all this is God's will. God stipulated that Lu was moved by an equally innocent teenager at her simplest and most ignorant age. The trend of gobang passed quickly, and the two returned to the state of strangers. But since then, I have never left my sight. He has been living under her eyelashes and in her heart.

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When Gao Yuan defeated all her efforts in one sentence, Wei Wei, a full member of Grade 5, was studying physics hard. Lu Xi passed the physics test for the first time since high school. She was very, very happy. According to his thinking, if she looks at physics nearly one foot, she will be one inch away from her height. Encouraged by this joy, Lu had the courage to talk with him. She wanted to tell him that I finally passed the physics exam. But our Lu won't say such strange things to him. She didn't want to scare him. She will only pretend to casually say to Gao Yuan, "Are you free? Let's play gobang. " This is her way of celebrating her achievements in physics: when she allowed herself to play chess with him, Gao Yuan casually asked, "I heard that you are going to Shangke class?" "Well, there is this plan. You know, I'm poor at physics. But I am still hesitating because I am not good at history and politics! " Lu Xi smiled at himself and said, "No, I think you are very talented in liberal arts and you will learn literature well." "So, do you think I should go to the above class?" Xi asked. She looked at Gao Yuan with wide eyes; Gao Yuan still didn't look at her, but focused on playing chess. Lu suddenly longed for him to look up, and she promised never to avoid her eyes, so that she could read everything from them. Unfortunately, Gao Yuan never looked up again. While playing chess, he said, "Your literary talent is obvious to all." If you are so good at writing, you should learn Chinese and become a writer. It's a pity to study science. "Xi literally smiled twice in response. They stopped talking. The game unfolded silently. Finally, I won the game. But she felt very sad. She had completely lost it. She thought bitterly that she wanted to be with him, but he didn't have the same wish in his heart. Love should be a plant that grows in two people's hearts at the same time. Her heart has sprouted, but his heart is still a Ma Pingchuan. Her ending with him is also destined to be the same as that sung in the song: you and I are emotional shelters, one east and one west; The distance you and I feel, one is in the sky and the other is underground; The eyes you and I project, one intentional and one unintentional; The last shadow of you and me, a quiet and crying day, Lu went home and burned all physics textbooks and materials. Maybe someone saw the pile of ashes under Lu's window, but no one must have seen the tears he tried to hide. After studying in the liberal arts class for a year, Lu did well in politics and history as expected, and always got the highest score in his composition. She also secretly decided to apply for the Chinese Department in the college entrance examination. She still loves him silently, in a quiet, clumsy and desperate way. This kind of love is still not desirable. She clearly knows that his life and hers don't intersect. In 17' s birthday diary, Lu wrote a passage to comfort himself: Just like the flower season, there is no love, no roses and no love letters in my rainy season. Occasionally, the figure of a boy will flash across my mind, and I will stay on him when others are not paying attention. Although none of us have the courage to take that step, we have lost some beauty and kept others: pure acacia, heartbeat speculation and pure freedom. Seeing that he can study, play football and play games freely, I can also do what I like freely. It may be irreparable to miss it, but I don't have too many complaints and regrets. I believe that he appeared and left in my life like a dragonfly, which is a precious gift of God's advice to this blank child. I will always be grateful for this.

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Xi looked back and saw Han Rexue. Han Ruoxue is the representative of Class 8 foreign language class. She is good at learning, dealing with people and has a good temperament. She and Gao Yuan belong to the same circle. From the observation, they only stay among friends. After leaving Class Eight, I also heard some rumors about Han Rexue. Her response was to pretend not to know and not to think about the night. In The Purple Shell, Lu can no longer deceive himself. She saw Gao Yuan's gentle eyes staring at Han Rexue, similar to the kind of eyes that she could project on Gao Yuan who bowed her head and played chess. She also saw Gao Yuan stroking the bangs on Han Rexue's forehead with his left hand, which was a happiness she never dreamed of. If someone had cut open Lu's chest at that moment, they would have seen that her heart was broken and Lu's brain was completely messed up. She pushed away Yao Chen, who smiled smugly, and walked back to Ada and Andy, who were waiting for her at another table, and said, "I suddenly had a stomachache. I have to go first. You two can eat. " Then she quickly ran out of the "purple shell" and tears fell off the road. See gaffes, smile more happy. He rubbed against Ada and Andy and said excitedly, "Haha, Lu Sheng and Han Ruoxue are angry!" So Liu Yan and Andy also know. Once a thing is called "power amplifier", it will definitely become "soft" the next day-poor Lu, a well-known secret of the whole country. In this way, she silently suffered the blow of lovelorn, but also endured the bullet bombing of unscrupulous friends again and again. Sometimes they joke too much and it really hurts. She wishes she wasn't herself. But she didn't turn against anyone, even Gao Yuan knew it. What's there to be angry about? Lu has even lost the power to be angry. She said to herself with the classic sentence pattern of A Chinese Odyssey: They are used to laughing and laughing, and I am used to pain and pain. In this cold lovelorn period, in a Chinese class, the teacher asked everyone to write a composition entitled "I live and die", which was the composition topic of the college entrance examination in Taiwan Province Province last year. A strange and open topic, some students handed in blank papers, and some students wrote rare and wonderful articles. Lu is a wonderful work in prose, and it is also the most special and worth learning. This is the so-called "grief makes a poet". The Chinese teacher can't believe that a female high school student can write such a wonderful article in the form of parallel prose and prose. Classical and elegant words, imposing manner, philosophical thinking throughout ancient and modern times and ethereal language sense are harmoniously combined, showing extraordinary talent and literary talent, as well as courage and depth beyond his time; Only the soft pen and ink, which is faintly frustrated by love, reveals the unique innocent feelings of girls, which makes them feel worried and particularly touching. Lu Xi's heart is beyond Yao Chen's comprehension. In fact, Liu Xi himself is not sure. At this time, she is still too young to know a little about floating clouds. Tears of true understanding appeared when she was twenty years old. The Chinese teacher who once had girlish feelings knows her, and she is Lu's true bosom friend; Only the Chinese teacher sympathized with Lu, a girl who grew up alone. When writing a review, after praising Lu's writing style, she sincerely talked with him: The so-called life is worth grasping except love. Of course, love is valuable, but not all. At this stage, learning is undoubtedly the first. Don't tie your happiness to others, and don't look at other people's lives. Let yourself live a healthy and happy life without relying on anyone. Remember, you are your number 1. A person is also wonderful, really wonderful, really amazing. Study hard, which is what a student should do. Beautiful, this is a girl's feelings; Happiness is a feeling of life that everyone should and can get. The philosopher Wittgenstein said: What is really wonderful is not what the world looks like, but what the world looks like. It's already wonderful. We just appreciate my dear daughter. I hope you are happy, smart, lucky and always smile. Lu is very touched by your Chinese teacher's concern. But it took a long time for Lu to fully understand everything the teacher said. If we understand it earlier, Lu can suffer less and get out of the haze earlier. However, growth is a natural process, slow and morbid, but it never stops; It is also a process of getting rid of the old body bit by bit, injecting new blood, sewing old wounds and growing new flesh and blood. This process is irreplaceable and must be experienced by yourself. What you want is a forever.

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Only full members 5 "Yes, it's not good to meet too early or too late." They were silent together. When you were forty years old, only Dido saw you flying in the air. Lu is thinking: ah, ah, am I too early or too late to meet you? It seems too early, so early that we don't even have the courage to start our first love; It seems not too early, until now I have the opportunity to sit down and have coffee and chat together; It seems too late, the most beautiful flower season and rainy season have been missed; It doesn't seem too late. When I see you again, I'm not 40 years old as the song says, nor am I too old to love you completely. Lu Xi asked, "What was your biggest regret in high school?" I lowered my eyes, thought carefully, and then looked into my eyes and said, "It's a pity that I didn't confess to you." Lou was so surprised that she could hardly believe it. She couldn't believe it. She pretended to smile easily and said, "You lied to me. But you know that I used to like you, and now you comfort me by saying such things, right? " Quietly took something out of his wallet and put it in front of Lu: "This is the school card you lost when you were a freshman. I saw it, but I didn't return it to you because I wanted to print your registration photo on the school board. Am I shameless? " Lu looked at her young self when she was 16 years old, and she smiled. Her laughter is hearty, but her eyes are tears for you. It turned out that that lonely, self-abased and desperate little girl was watched, loved and collected from a distance by a person, and that person was exactly what she loved. "Why didn't you tell me?" Xi asked, "The reason why you didn't tell me is the reason why I didn't tell you. In my eyes, you are so perfect and so far away. I don't think you like me at all. I think at that time, we were all too young to be brave enough. When I knew you liked me, I was already with someone else, and I think you must know me very well at that time. " "No, I never hate to blame you. Really. Like it is a willing thing. " When he said this, Lu's eyes drooped and his mouth turned up. Xi silently stared at the height in front of him and thought, I have liked this man since I was sixteen. For 78 years, I thought it was just a dream made by myself. Who knows, it got a response. It seems that a person planted a tree when he was a teenager. She used her child's initial enthusiasm and all her strength to care for her, but there was only painful silence. After a long time, the tree bloomed again. Have you ever heard the sound of flowers blooming? This wonderful voice rang in Lu's heart and echoed in her body. She heaved a sigh, lowered her head, and while stirring the coffee, she said slowly, "Gao Yuan, no matter what our future relationship will be, whether we are closer or enemies, or we will never touch each other, I hope you can remember that there is someone who has been paying attention to you and affirming her at her 16 to 20 years old. I am very satisfied that you can remember this. " Say that finish, Liu Xi bravely look high, two people's eyes collided together, she saw something flashing in high eyes, and her eyes are exactly the same. In a twinkling, they all turned into sixteen-year-old children in each other's gaze. Suddenly asked: "Lu, can I hug you?"

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Gao Yuan, a full member, suggested going back to Nanzhong. He wants to show a buttonwood tree on campus. They soon found the tree, and Lu saw what she wanted to see: her name was engraved on it. Gao Yuan said, "This is my freshman year. Because, one morning, I saw you reading English under this buttonwood tree. I still remember clearly that day you were wearing a white T-shirt and a blue denim skirt, clean and refreshing. You have no idea how beautiful you are. " Xi smiled and gently stroked her name. For the first time, she felt that "Lu" was two very beautiful square figures. After eight years, their names finally merged. They went to the classroom before Class 8 and peeped in through the back door window. Actually, it was taught by the Chinese teacher. The Chinese teacher estimates that he is 334 years old this year. It is said that she gave birth to a child after their graduation, but she still looks so slim, young and beautiful. Perhaps it is because people are always with children that people become young? Because you have been engaged in intellectual labor and cultivating intellectual beauty? Remembering what the teacher wrote in the composition book, Lu suddenly realized: Oh, what a good teacher said! The world is like this, we just appreciate it. Emotions, joys and sorrows, all experiences should be regarded as gifts given to us by God, and it is those scars that make the sentence tough and rich; A really smart person will laugh the scars on his face into dimples. Lu Zhen wants to sit in the classroom and listen to another Chinese class. She said to Gao Yuan, "I will graduate in the future and become a middle school Chinese teacher." "Why?" "Because I have been oppressed by exams for so long, it is time for me to oppress others. I must have made the paper particularly difficult and failed all. " "Haha, fortunately, I have graduated from middle school, so I don't have to be oppressed by your abnormal teacher!" Although I am joking, I really yearn for the profession of middle school teacher. She thinks this is a career similar to a good girl. When children are lonely, sad, confused and degenerate, and on the edge of a dangerous cliff, teachers can pull them back and give them guidance, encouragement and help. Middle school is also a stage with the strongest plasticity. If you can meet a good teacher with love and wisdom, it is of great significance to your child's life. Lu believes that if she becomes a teacher, she will try her best to be a good friend of children who talk about everything and be a meticulous and gentle watchman. Last night, I watched the movie "Initial D". There is a sentence in it: Only when a person finds his own world can life become meaningful. After reading it, Lu asked himself: What is my world? She longs for a warm and harmonious family, which is the world she yearns for; She is looking forward to writing great novels, which is the spiritual world she pursues; She also hopes that she can become a happy and strong person, which is her ideal self-world; If she can help others a little and make a little contribution to the world, then her little world will be connected with the big world around her. It's really hard to predict how many dreams can come true, but Lu will always try to be herself. Looking at the heights beside her, she felt a sense of peace of mind and happiness, and couldn't help thinking of the lyrics of Xu Wei's Gift: When the joy in life opens in an instant, I want to have you by my side to share with you; In the silent night, I pray for you, hoping that I am you, a gift in my life. -Lu Xi thinks: What a great gift God has given me. She believes that God loves her, and God loves every lonely child. "Gao Yuan, take my hand, will you?" High looking at Liu Xi bright eyes, smiling without a word, gently holding her hand. So the two men held hands and walked out of the big school gate of Nanzhong in the eyes of the guard.