I like table tennis because I am too lonely. I am imagining that if I can live healthy for a long time, then I can often go to the club to play with a racket. The cost is not high, and I don’t have to worry about finding playmates. At the same time, it also plays a role in fitness. So what if I'm no longer healthy? I'm at a loss...

I am a persistent person, and I will give my all to whatever I decide to do. I've been paying as much attention to table tennis these past few months as I have to the Internet for the past six years. I expressed some of my attitudes towards table tennis on the Above the Mortal World forum, and someone replied: "Table tennis is just a sport. If you send too many things, it is no longer a correct attitude towards sports." Such words are very important to me. I was greatly touched, and I even felt sad for myself. The reason why I put all my energy into a hobby can be summed up in two words: emptiness.

My friend said: "I don't understand why some people are unhappy?" Maybe everyone is destined to have his own place in the world, and no one can escape his own trajectory. I felt unwell today and didn't go to play, so I was able to calm down and think seriously. Suddenly I felt a little desolate. Sitting at home watching TV all day long, eating some sweet fruits or snacks, this kind of life is actually very boring. I want to read a book, but time flies by as soon as I turn on the computer.

Ping Pong, how much should I love you? I don't care about other people's comments. I am a person who insists on having my own way. Some people say that I am narcissistic. It doesn't matter what they say, as long as I am happy, but can I? I've been looking for happiness for years and would do anything to do it, but I can't. Nothing can make me happy for long, or do I really have no talent for happiness?

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It has been 13 years since I picked up a table tennis racket. Speaking of table tennis, I really have a close relationship with it.

I remember that the first time I picked up a table tennis racket was when I was in fourth grade. At that time, I was the monitor of our class. There happened to be a table tennis competition held in the school. No one in the class participated and did not know. Where did I get the courage? Having never played table tennis before, I actually signed up to participate. When the teacher found out, he looked at me with a strange look in his eyes and said to me as a joke, "Can you do it?" (I was shorter at the time) It was also because of the teacher’s words that I had not yet made up my mind, but I suddenly decided that I had to do this. But after all, I had never played table tennis, so I lost that game. , even though I lost the game, I did not lose my confidence. I am such a strong person, and it was from that time that I started playing table tennis. I never thought that I would stop playing. Once I played, I would be out of control. . No one taught me how to play table tennis. I just slowly thought about it by myself. Maybe I have some skills in playing table tennis. In the sixth grade, when the school held another table tennis competition, I won the first place.

Although my playing table tennis in college gave me a lot of honors, it was not the happiest time when I played table tennis, because at that time, I played table tennis with a certain degree of selfishness. I just thought, I must I have to win, otherwise others will look down on me, so I had a burden on my heart when I played, and it was quite depressing at times. I no longer had the relaxation and joy I had when I played before.

When I was about to graduate, I quit the table tennis association of my school. When I was running for my job, I stopped again. After I settled down at work, by chance When I had the opportunity to play table tennis with my colleagues in school, I felt much calmer and no longer played like I did in college. I think no matter what I do in the future, I will try to enjoy the process instead of just focusing on what it can bring me. I am very glad that when I picked up the table tennis racket again, my heart had changed. , maybe because I have grown up, or because I really like table tennis so much. I like one thing, maybe because it can bring us happiness. Me and table tennis, maybe it's like what a few slogans in an advertisement say: "Table tennis allows the world to know me, and it also allows me to know the world." Of course, I didn't let the world know me, and I also got to know many people because of table tennis. , and also let many people know me.