Because his family was poor, no one lent money to his father. That night, under the dim light, I saw my father crying, and my mother was even more indecisive. I went to my father's side, wiped his tears with my sleeves, and told him that I would go to work, so that I could pay my debts and borrow money. Dad.
the village head and my brother's teacher finally got together the tuition fees, but my travelling expenses for going out to work have not been settled. My parents discussed that my brother will start school in early September, and now it is July, so I will take out 5 yuan from my brother's tuition fees and start at once.
The first time I went out, I left my parents for the first time, and I took the train for the first time. When I left, my mother cooked five eggs for me, and I couldn't bear to eat them. At that time, the train was a steam engine and burned coal. There are so many people on the bus that the trunk can't move around. Maybe this is the so-called tide of working in that era. I got on the train at seven o'clock in the afternoon, and arrived in Zhengzhou at about one o'clock in the middle of the night. The train stopped, and the whole train had to get off the train. The whole train panicked, didn't it go all the way to Beijing? I can't help it. My heart is panicked and I have to walk out of the platform with everyone.
It was dark at night, when Zhengzhou Railway Station was being rebuilt. After leaving the station, people in the square were crowded and couldn't walk. My eggs were also crushed in my schoolbag. What's worse, I couldn't twist the back of the book to my chest. I didn't have the strength to move the crowds around me, and even my feet were carried away by the crowd without touching the ground. I was so scared that I was sixteen years old that year.
I panicked at first, but I immediately calmed down, because I didn't rely on it. Apart from the fare of 37 yuan, I still had 1 yuan for 5 yuan. My father and I took the bus, and the eggs were all stinky in that climate. I threw them away with distress. At that time, I heard from the adults next to me that Beijing was restricted, so it was all luck to go there.
the next six days showed me luck!
People in Erqi Square are still crowded, and they are diverted to other places during the day. On the first day, I cried. I saw a man in his thirties from Sichuan who was hungry and squeezed to death. The police dragged him away with a bamboo mat. I also miss my father, because I can't go to Beijing because I can't go home. I have to save ten yuan, a glass of water is 1 cents, and a steamed bread is 15 cents. I buy three glasses of water every day. Singing, without the * * * production party, there would be no new China, Learn from Lei Feng's Good Example, and Socialism. Singing back and forth, there are station personnel to manage, and they are crowded during the day. By the way, they listen to the adults talking about the recent situation, and at night they pull back to sing. The station administrator can give each team a sheep's head or sheep's tail or ten people in the middle to get on the bus and go to Beijing. Every time, I am so sad, and the night is also the most difficult, dozing off. Whoever dozed off and couldn't sing well hit people with a bamboo pole more than two meters long. At that time, he found me dozing off, and his forehead was cut by the bamboo pole root he took, and his face was covered with blood. The whole team said that he was only a child, and I didn't cry. I felt that I was doing something wrong, which was also good for me. In case I fell asleep and had a car to go to Beijing and pinched the sheep's head and tail, I would lose the opportunity again. A big brother who was a soldier wrapped me up with toilet paper. I lost the chance to go to Beijing again that night. . .
It's been five days, and it's hot, so I can't wash. Plus, my forehead is bleeding, so I can imagine what kind of depression and appearance I am. . .
people can't be unlucky all the time, but they will always meet good people and get good things.
On the sixth day, I was not diverted. I went to the fence at the entrance of the station. There was a soldier brother standing guard inside. I was lying on the fence. Because I was close to the soldier brother, he asked me how many days I had stayed. What happened to my head? I answered him seriously. He said that I was so young and sensible. He could ask his leader to help me and let me come here at nine o'clock in the evening. I'm so happy that I can't describe my heart. I'm so excited.
I came to the fence early in the evening, eager and scared. At nine o'clock (Brother Bing was right on time), a tall and handsome brother Bing was supposed to be an officer. Because his hat and epaulettes were different, he came up to me with instant noodles, bread and a large bottle of Sprite that I had seen for the first time, which showed that he was holding my hand and left, dizzy and drilled several holes like Little bridge opening. Hurriedly got off the bus and left. . . I looked from the window, and he was so tall that I didn't come and leave my address. Suddenly my heart was sour and tears accompanied me to Beijing. . .
In Beijing, I found a good job, which not only paid for my younger brother's tuition for three years, but also saved some savings after paying off my parents' foreign debts. Thanks to the help of good people, my experience made me grow. After decades, my six-day experience in Zhengzhou made me unforgettable. Last year, my son was admitted to a military school he was thinking about with excellent results in the college entrance examination, so that his love could continue. . . . .
be yourself and ignore other people's opinions!
in February of 27, my ex-boyfriend and I went to Jinan by bus, and took refuge in one of his friends and my sister, thinking that everything would be fine if we got used to a strange place! However, the reality is really cruel. We wandered around a number of rented houses, and the room with the worst environment was the second floor built by the owner who wanted to pay more compensation for the relocation. It was a simple house with only one window, and under the window was an open-air toilet! The whole air stinks! I can't imagine that we actually lived there all summer! The "stinkiest" summer in my life! At that time, we got up every morning, but the most tangled thing was that we didn't have money to eat. Hehehe, do you believe it? We really didn't have money to eat! Because of the failure of doing business in my hometown, I owe a lot of debts and want to go to work to pay back the money. Except for a few clothes, I have a mobile phone in my hand, Nokia 11! When we have money, most of us borrow it! I bought fried dough sticks in the morning. At that time, I bought three fried dough sticks for one dollar, which were not big or very small. Let's eat! Then there are steamed bread and mustard tuber! I was working at Jingshi Road, and we lived in the northernmost part of Jinan. We got off by bus and walked for ten minutes! I have always believed that the difficult days will pass, and I am not afraid of being tired again. My ex-boyfriend is very important to me, and I just want to be good with him! We will be happy. The most difficult day has come! ! ! ! We work hard to make money and pay off debts! Finally changed the money after one year! We also rented a building, although it is shared, but I am really happy. We have been working hard and making progress, haven't we? We also have a little savings, I remember it should be less than 7 thousand yuan. At that time, for me, I was very happy and felt confident! However, suddenly, my boyfriend is gone, it is really gone! I don't know if I'm alive or dead, but I can't find anyone. I was really blown up at that time, and I just needed to call the police! I've looked everywhere for his family and friends. No one! ! ! ! But I feel in my heart that he is just hiding, and he will never be dead. I strongly urge myself not to think unlucky! While working, I was desperately looking for him. A week later, my friend in my hometown, who really couldn't stand it, told me quietly. My ex-boyfriend fell in love with a female netizen and ran away with our money. He saw him leading her shopping with his own eyes! Only then did I know that the money was gone! The degree of coercion at that time can be imagined! I gritted my teeth and threw away all his things, borrowed money for a new residence and changed my mobile phone number! Absolutely everything related to him! I can survive such sad days! This little injury is nothing! I'll start over! ! ! "At that time, I was crying my eyes out, but I didn't feel bad. Fortunately, I survived." After so many years, I always believe that good and evil will be rewarded in the end! He really didn't get what he deserved! I don't want to mention it here either! Waste my brain! We should all live in the present and work hard, which is the real attitude of life!
In 17 years, my daughter was born prematurely and stayed in the intensive care unit for one month. In that year, my husband rewarded the anchor with more than 3, yuan. He began to lie to me that the investment had failed, and he had never lied to me for more than ten years, so I trusted him and lent him money everywhere. After my daughter was discharged from the hospital, she accidentally discovered that he cheated me. At that time, the money was gone, and she borrowed money everywhere. In addition, my daughter's treatment fee and various nutritional supplements for premature babies were all over my back. A person hid in the room and cried, afraid to let Dabao see it. Later, he decisively distinguished the economy from her husband. Fortunately, the debts that he raised his own children were all over, and he also had savings, and he was financially independent and did not rely on anyone.
The hardest time for me was because I came into contact with Buddhism, understood the cause and effect, lightened up the dribs and drabs in my life, thrived when I had no money, saved myself, and didn't compare with others. When I was hurt, I advised myself not to worry about it again, faced it with compassion and tolerance, and influenced people around me, telling myself that the difficulties were only temporary and would eventually pass, and even advised myself that everyone had difficult times, but the difficulties they faced were different. Amitabha Buddha in Nanwu [Prayer] [Prayer] [Prayer ]
My hardest day is to get through it. To get through it is to dilute everything with time, and to get through it with barely supporting. My daughter-in-law who has been through it for many years has become a woman. To get through it is to take the road of her own choice and keep going. It is a slow process, with disappointment and despair, and she will not give up.
I have survived for 4 years, during which I went through a divorce. My old mother, who has been dependent on me for more than 2 years, passed away. My brother's affection went from thin to cold. I lost my job and was hurt by a villain. I resigned. My online shop was closed, and I didn't have any income during the period. Now I have to raise my daughter. My quality of life has plummeted completely. I scrimped and saved, and I spent three times a penny.
I don't want to talk about it any more. I know my hardships. When I am in trouble, I stop talking, stop talking about people's length, others bully me and cheat me, Cold Mo me, and I will meditate and chant Buddhist scripture when I can't hear or see, and when I have troubles, it is good to cure cervical spondylosis for many years. Bodhisattva bless mercy. Thousands of people left me, but I didn't lose my sex. I stood firm with one heart and gritted my teeth. I believed that the sky would not fail me, and I would be less exposed to negative energy to resolve all kinds of interference from the outside world. It's already bottomed out. I'll see how it performs and what it can do to me. Sometimes, you don't care about it, it's like a boring clown, and it's boring to torture and make fun of you, so roll as far as you can! May the Bodhisattva bless all people who are depressed and suffering, don't do crazy things to torture themselves, live and live well, at least you are still breathing and living.
A story attracted a lot of emotion. After reading the comments at the back, everyone was telling their own misfortune! But in my opinion, they are so lucky that they didn't fall to a deeper trough for them to compare those small setbacks!
Like me, I'm wandering now, either wandering or trying to live like a dog in the city. I don't know how long no one has seen the tramps in those cities. That's it. I don't even have a place to sleep. The only difference is that I have a mobile phone, and I secretly wash my head and face in the park toilet to make myself walk in the sun less conspicuous, but I don't know how long I can last.
It's not the first time I've been wandering. I used to ask my friends for help, but I was always unwilling to be ordinary and unwilling to stay in the factory honestly. It's too much trouble. To put it bluntly, I like to be a bitch and always want to make something of myself. All the cities with better domestic economy in Guangzhou, Shenzhen and Guangzhou have been there by myself, and the end is miserable. I've been left without friends and nothing, and I've searched all the people I know without anyone to talk to!
In order to sleep, I recently pried several old cars that others have abandoned for a long time. There are so many mosquitoes in Guangdong now, and the bite itches all over! I stole a lot of immature papaya and sugarcane from others to fill my stomach, as well as bananas. The taste is really bad, especially bananas are astringent to death! Now I'm looking for food everywhere, and for the last trace of dignity in my heart, I just need to rummage through the trash can!
several times when I was out without money, food and shelter, and caught up with the cold weather, I kept walking, walking and walking with my luggage on my stomach in order to keep some temperature! From morning till night, and from night to morning, my feet feel gone! I feel pain, and I can't even squat. Once in a while, I rest my feet in one place, but I dare not stay longer. I am afraid of being seen. The more desperate I am, the more sensitive I am, and I am afraid of being laughed at unless I really give up all hope!
I can't see the road tomorrow, and I can't even eat. It's nonsense to say anything else. Only those who have experienced real helplessness and hunger will understand the meaning of this saying.
Now my mind is full of criminal thoughts, such as breaking into cars, stealing, robbing, kidnapping, and daring to do anything when I am hungry, just for a 5-cent steamed bread, hehe! If it weren't for worrying about parents' face, or just a chance and determination. Anyway, now it's either sleeping on the street and falling completely, or committing a crime!
don't ask me why my parents are still here and why I don't go home, hehe …… who doesn't want to stay at home! Pity my parents, who are almost sixty, who are still working in the city, living in factory dormitories, and usually picking up garbage everywhere to earn money for ordering food. They can't help me, and I have no face to see them. It's embarrassing enough for them. Now even if I don't tell them about my situation, they say they don't want this useless son. Really, it's not angry words ...!
well ... let's just say that the luck is bad, things are confusing, and all the choices are just helpless when you can't help it ... anyway, it can't be worse!
The world is really terrible. I want to pick up some food money on the road every day, but I haven't even seen a steel jump. Is this a cruel world?
for those who feel unhappy about their feelings, careers and families, save it, but it's just a small hurdle on the road of life, crossing the past, and it's like falling into an abyss! If you really feel miserable, go to the corner of a busy place like a railway station in the middle of the night to see the poor people sleeping on the ground, and experience their situation. If you can, buy them four steamed buns with two yuan, and they will really thank you for your generosity! Beggars are all liars now, or they can say that I am "I", and I am not even qualified to be a beggar!
You deserve it, or you deserve it, whatever the reason, but this is by no means the result of the original pursuit. What we are pursuing is right, but we may be too overreached or not blessed by God, so we will fall into this deep valley of life again and again, and we will never be able to get up again!
Be grateful for it. You have a hot meal, a place to live, a place to call home when you are in trouble, and you can have it when you are frustrated.