I have been with Nan Bochao for nearly a year, which he said was the most thrilling year in his life. It is also the most insecure year.

In today's society, everyone says they feel safe. But what is the sense of security?

Bochao is a salesman, and his salary is actually very meager. Can't afford to feed him and chancy. It's just that Nanbochao hid the truth from Chen Qian.

Wang Qian didn't have a job in the first year after graduation. He concentrated on reviewing for the postgraduate entrance examination. Nan Bochao also agreed.

considering the economic problems, the two of them live together. Nanbochao goes to work every day, while I study hard at home in Wang Qian, cooking for Nanbochao, washing clothes and cleaning the room. Like a snail girl.

he must keep himself busy. Otherwise, you'll get paranoid. Nanbochao Why? Don't call me. Why don't you finish your meal at night? Why didn't you notice that I changed my hairstyle? In this way, his world is getting smaller and smaller.

Life soon exposed the cruel truth. Chen Qian's father suffered from lumbar disc herniation and needed a large sum of money for surgery. Call him for money.

He put down the phone and burst into tears. His family didn't know that he had no job. He also told them that he had found a very good job. I'm a counselor at a medical university.

in the evening, Wang Xi was very nervous. I told you. Nan Bochao frowned, and the money was astronomical to him.

Wang Qian sees Nanbochao. Hesitated. I was so anxious that I wouldn't help me anyway. My father needed money to save his life. I can't count on anyone but you.

nanbochao. Feel haggard in my heart After a long time or shook his head.

Nan Bochao, I feel very insecure when I am with you. I am afraid that your work is not going well and you are unhappy every day. I always look at your face. Speak carefully, I am too humbled to live.

he hasn't finished yet. Nanbochao woke up with one punch and was shot. Blood dripping on the back of hand, Chen Qian let out a scream. Then I made a mouth.

you feel insecure. Did I? That feeling is that the bastard doesn't belong to the poor, and there is no feeling without money. I've been under a lot of pressure for over a year, you know? Have you asked how low my salary is? I maxed out all three credit cards. Just to buy you flowers and clothes. I bought you a ring to cheer you up on your birthday. I go to stock market in order to make money. The stock is trapped again, and now it is in debt of more than 1 thousand. Do you know all this? You don't know anything.

nanbo stumbled out. I didn't come back until midnight after drinking. Wang Qian said that he would no longer go to the postgraduate entrance examination. An Botao is right. For the poor, security is a luxury. Even things that even a lover can't give, love has everything. There is no sense of security.

Wang Qian confided to me in tears. I can't live without him. I can't live without him. ..... all this. It's all because I was insecure since I was a child, and I often locked myself in the house at work. I wish someone would break into the house and save me. So I always thought Nanbochao was that person. At first, I relied on him, thinking that he was my king and could go through fire and water to solve all my problems for me. ..... But it turns out that he is not the person I am waiting for, and I may not be able to wait ... This sentence is a classic line that many young people will say.

most people have a wrong understanding of love. Some people regard one pulse as love, some people regard love for themselves as love for others, and some people give everything to control their lover. They think that those are love.

a lover is not an object. It is a living person who will change and grow. Trying to control one side. Always anxious and insecure to leave. You can live better for anyone. It's just that you have enjoyed the beauty of being loved and fallen into the fear of losing. You firmly believe that you can't live without the other side, but it's not love or love has gone bad. Become a fear.

everyone forgot. There is no one in this world who can't live without anyone.

You thought he was all you had, so when he fled your world, you felt the whole world collapsed. You're trapped inside and you can't escape.

in fact, it's nobody else, it's yourself. You always feel that you can't live without him. People are too easy to succeed. Silence in pain. Keep moving forward with pain. He makes us small, weak and anxious.

why not be brave and try to forget it? It's not as hard to forget someone as you think. The loneliest time can make the best of you. Then you can tell others about the past with a light smile.

you will understand that he can't make up your whole world. When we look back, we should smile and recall those unforgettable things. He taught us to grow up. Let us know that growth means tears. It will be painful. Then we will become strong and independent.

all of this. It's all you. Become a better self. It is also your indispensable experience.

Maybe the dream of being together will never come true. But I worked hard day by day. Become the self you dreamed of.