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Lying under the cliff, Wang Ling felt sober as never before.

She first thought of the person who pushed her down - her husband Yu Dong. Now, Wang Ling prefers to call him "quasi-ex-husband." "Go to hell." Wang Ling clearly remembered that he gritted his teeth and pushed her, who was three and a half months pregnant, off the 34-meter-high cliff with all his strength. At that moment, she was convinced that he wanted to kill her.

Wang Ling felt no pain, but he could feel that his left leg was broken and blood was flowing. He wanted to get up but had no strength. At 8 or 9 o'clock in the morning in Thailand's Padang National Park, the sunrise time has passed and there are very few tourists. She shouted "Help me!" for more than ten minutes, but there was no response. Blood poured into her throat and she couldn't scream.

As time passed, she knew that she would probably die of excessive blood loss before being discovered. The smell of blood would even attract wild dogs in the forest. The experiences of the past thirty years and the things I had not had time to do suddenly flashed through my mind like a movie.

That day is June 9, 2019.

Wang Ling fell off the cliff. The pictures accompanying the article were all provided by the interviewee. One year and two months later, while sitting in a coffee shop in Nanjing, Wang Ling said that when she was lying under the cliff, she thought she would die in loneliness and despair.

The woman in front of her was slender and petite, wearing a white floral shirt, black casual pants, and holding a cane in her right hand. After sitting down, she looked at her phone and fiddled with her brown ear-length wig that was damp with sweat. Her hair was cut too short when she was hospitalized, so she now wears the wig when she goes out.

In that accident, she was like a porcelain doll that was smashed, "everything in her body that could be broken was broken." Various parts of the body are glued together with steel plates, and 6 pieces are still left. The left collarbone, left arm, left knee... deep and shallow scars crawling on the fair skin. The broken toe was uncomfortable, so she bent over to get a tissue to "strengthen" it and "make it feel better."

During the interview, she kept sitting upright and stretching her legs forward - this was the result after one year of rehabilitation. Her knees are still unable to fully bend, and her sister needs to hold her from behind to go to the toilet. That day, my sister left first. She insisted on going alone, holding the toilet paper box with her hand and half bending to deal with it. After she came out, she said that she had made progress again - this kind of stubbornness had also accompanied her in starting a business and going through marital turmoil, sowing the seeds of tragedy early on, and then giving birth to the hope of rebirth in a desperate situation.

Except for crying when talking about her children, she has always been calm and gentle. Talking about her ex-husband-to-be, he’s also smiling.

Late at night, she hugged the flowers and left, insisting on going down the stairs by herself. While crossing the road, she mentioned the recent case of wife-murder in Hangzhou. She said, "Have you noticed that so many cases of wife-murder have been successful in the past? I am the only one who survived. I must live well and cherish everything."

The following is Wang Ling’s self-report:

The last time I felt particularly sad was August 5th. This day may never be forgotten until death.

On this day last year, my baby was induced. He was in my belly for 5 and a half months. Children who are five and a half months old are humanoid and can survive until they are six months old. But I can't wait any longer. At that time, only one of us could survive. All my physical indicators were declining, and my nutrition couldn't keep up. The result of persisting would be hemorrhage.

I had labor pains for 12 hours that day, and I gave birth within 20 minutes of entering the delivery room, which was very smooth. So I think he was very good and didn't torture me, you know?

Today I am able to sit here, blow the air conditioner, and drink orange juice. All these are made possible by my children. Without his help, I wouldn't be where I am now.

When I first found out I was pregnant, my husband reacted indifferently and said it didn’t matter whether we wanted the child or not. But I had great hopes for the child and felt that he would make us more mature and better - indeed, this is true. My husband no longer quarreled with me, asked me for money, or went out to gamble. He cooked for me every day, accompanied me during prenatal check-ups, and met with clients. He took good care of me.

We also discussed letting the baby carry the wedding dress at future weddings.

Looking back now, he may have had murderous intentions at that time and felt there was no need to argue.

Not long after, he bought an insurance policy for each of us, with a compensation of 310,000 yuan for accidental death, and the beneficiary was our spouse. I was very happy at the time and felt that he had a sense of responsibility and was not just thinking about himself.

On May 30, 2019, we flew to Thailand, planning to decorate our house in Bangkok luxuriously to welcome the arrival of new life.

The next day, my husband suggested a trip to Ubon Ratchathani, saying that there were cliffs there where you could watch the sunrise. I agreed. He also said that he should go to Chiang Mai. After waiting for two days, he said that he would not go to Chiang Mai and would go to another province for two days. On the way back to Bangkok, he once again proposed going to Ubon Ratchathani.

I didn’t notice anything strange at the time, but I only remembered afterwards that when he went to Thailand, he declined all invitations to parties, and his return ticket had not yet been decided, saying that he was “not in a hurry”; he was absent-minded throughout the whole trip. , a person who usually sleeps until 90 o'clock, got up at 5 or 6 o'clock every day, saying that he could not sleep; the places he took me were all cliffs and highlands, and I guess they were not suitable after inspecting the terrain.

After arriving in Ubon Ratchathani on June 7, we went to Padang Park. At that time, I felt that my husband was looking at something. He said that he had never seen such natural scenery before, so he must look around and watch the sunrise next time.

Before 6 o'clock in the morning on the 9th, we arrived at the cliff to watch the sunrise. The clouds were too thick that day and the sun didn't show its face for a long time. At about eight o'clock, more than 10 tourists on the side left one after another. My husband said he would take me to see ancient human murals from 3,000 years ago, but we walked along the cliff and didn't see it.

He suddenly asked me, do you have any regrets in your life? I said no.

On the way back, he hugged me from behind, kissed me on the cheek, and then pushed me hard. At that moment I was shocked and knew why he brought me here.

A group photo of Yu Dong and Wang Ling

Death and Life

Perhaps it was the will of the mountain god. During the fall, a tree sticking out of the cliff was I interrupted, saved me.

During the half hour after I woke up from the coma, every minute and every second was torture, because I was sure that no one would find me, and my life would end here for no apparent reason. When discovered, it may have become a mummy with a child in its belly.

Moreover, there is a large forest at the bottom of the cliff. The smell of blood is so strong on my body. If a wild dog comes to eat me at night, I may look at myself alive... This is simply capital punishment. I might as well give it a try. He could fall to death.

Around the cliff where the incident occurred. I still have a lot of regrets: I haven’t been a good mother, I haven’t honored my parents yet, I still have a lot of career opportunities to expand, and I kept missing appointments with my friends because I was too busy at work... After thinking about all of these, I just stayed there quietly. Waiting to die.

At this time I heard footsteps, the kind of rhythmic trot. I feel like the whole world becomes brighter.

Later, I read the rescue report that at 8:40, a lost tourist found me in a coma. Do you think this is a little angel sent by God?

Five or six ambulance workers came around and bandaged me. The pain suddenly came on, and I felt like I was going to die from the pain every second. I was taken to a nearby rescue station and then transferred to the largest hospital in Ubon Ratchathani. The car was bumpy all the way and my bones were so painful that they were about to explode. After I got anesthesia at the hospital, I felt like I was in heaven. The whole process takes four or five hours. If the child is not strong enough and bleeds profusely, I will die halfway through.

As a result of landing on my left side, my left thigh, left arm, hip bone and knee were all fractured and the skin was bruised. A layer of skin was rubbed off my right eyelid, and my eyeball was almost lost. I was rescued in the ICU for 8 days and underwent one bone-setting operation after another. One knife was opened directly from my left calf to my waist, and it was like my whole body was peeled off.

Wang Ling was sent to the hospital with multiple fractures in his body.

Wang Ling’s leg was sutured. After waking up, my body was covered with tubes, I couldn't speak, and I could only move my right hand. I couldn't hold on and passed out several times. The doctor was worried that my life would be in danger if the baby became unstable, but he was very optimistic.

At that time, many people on the Internet advised me not to have this child, saying that his father was such a bad person who killed his wife and children, and they were worried about the pressure of public opinion that the child would face in the future. I never debated whether or not to have him. It is unfair to him to deprive him of the right to come to this world because of the interests between his parents.

My only concern is that large amounts of morphine injections, medication, and radiation therapy will affect the child's health.

But the child could not be saved after all. It felt like you were about to reach out and touch the stars. At that moment, it was dawn and you had nothing.

Acquaintance

To this day, I still can’t figure out whether our acquaintance was carefully planned, whether I was just the chosen one, or whether he was looking at me while walking and then moved later. thought.

On May 19, 2017, we met at a friends gathering in Thailand.

More than 10 people came that day. From a distance, he took the initiative to talk to me, and then moved next to me and wanted to add me on WeChat. I asked him what line of work he was in, and he joked that he came here to retire. Asked him if he would make goods, he said no. I thought to myself, if we don’t have any business dealings, we can add whatever we want. But he kept begging for nothing, saying that we should add more, please add more. It was added at the end.

After the marriage, he admitted to me that before this party, he had actually seen me in a friend’s store and asked about me, and he had already fallen in love with me.

At that time, I was already well-known in the Chinese community in Bangkok.

I am considered a member of the first generation. I grew up in Nanjing, and my parents are ordinary office workers. I went to university in Yangzhou, studying business administration. After graduation, I joined an insurance company and took orders every day. It was so boring that I only worked for three or four months. After that, I worked for a travel company and started as an assistant. Two years later, I was sent to Thailand to develop business. I had to hold multiple positions. I dealt with people of different grades every day, which was very challenging.

When I was 27 years old, I had accumulated enough connections, experience, and experiences to a certain extent, so I decided to go it alone and give it a try. When I was 30 years old and I still hadn’t accomplished anything in my career, I just returned to Nanjing and never bothered again.

I mainly do foreign trade. I started as a self-employed purchasing agent, and gradually built my own network and registered a company. Meeting customers, running factories, and running channels every day, I only sleep three or four hours and have no time to socialize. Although you are under high pressure every day, you are very happy. You will find that you are doing better and better, and you will be more and more recognized by the industry, which gives you a sense of accomplishment.

With busyness comes loneliness. Before going to Thailand, I fell in love twice, both of which broke up amicably. They are on good terms with me now. They even came to see me after my accident. The latter part was because I wanted to work hard in Thailand, but the other party was unwilling and felt that The country is at ease, so I say that neither of us should delay the other.

Most of the Chinese who go to Bangkok work as a family unit. There are too few singles like me who go out to start a business. Most of the people I come into contact with are married men. Every time I ask friends to help me introduce someone, they all say, you are so good, what kind of person can be worthy of you? You must be very demanding. What a misunderstanding!

The strange thing is that no one is chasing me. in the country, people still chase me from time to time. The most exaggerated time was when a restaurant owner’s son was on duty. When I was checking out, he insisted on adding me on WeChat and chasing me.

Why is it that when I go abroad, there is no one to flirt with me? I often joke that maybe my peach blossom tree was not watered and it withered and fell without a single flower. Why didn’t anyone see me?

My parents cannot understand my choice. They think, how can a girl go to a foreign country to do business and come back to find a job for three to five thousand yuan a month? You can't survive? I said that's not possible. Everyone has his or her own ambitions, and three to five thousand yuan can't demonstrate my ability.

So if something happens to you when starting a business, you can’t tell them anything.

The feeling of loneliness becomes more and more intense. When I succeed, no one shares my joy, and when I fail, I have no one to talk to. I hide at home and cry with my quilt in my arms. When I can’t make up my mind, there is no one to discuss it with me, so I can only do it night by night. think.

At this time, he appeared.

Yu Dong is at the beach.

Scam

At first, I was not impressed with him.

After returning from the party, he kept sending me messages and asking me to hang out, but I refused.

A few days later, I dropped my Thai book at my friend’s place. He picked it up for me and took me to school on the way. After class ended at 9:30 in the evening, he appeared downstairs. At that time, even though I didn't think he was a bad person, I was quite pleasantly surprised and a little moved.

He walked me to the gate of the community and left. People with crooked ideas will say that they should come to your house to take a look at it at such a late hour. He didn't. This makes me think he is pretty good.

After knowing each other for less than a week, he wrote a short essay to express his feelings, and the content was exactly what I wanted: He said that in his 30 years of life, he had never seen anyone who moved his heart so much. I have a premonition that I will be his wife, and he must marry me and love and care for me all his life. The ending is "I will treat you as if I had just met you for the rest of my life."

This really increases my favorability. You think about it, a few of the boys today would say they are responsible for you, but most of them just take it one step at a time. I would think that he is a responsible person who is rushing to get married, not just for fun.

He introduced himself at that time, saying that he had failed to start a business in China, and his friend invited him to come to Thailand to inspect projects and start a business together. This made me feel that he was an active entrepreneur and the same kind of person as me. He also said that his mother was a salesperson at a grinding tool factory in Huaiyin, Jiangsu Province. She earned more than one million yuan a year and her family was very wealthy. He also behaved very generously, wearing famous brands, and rushing to pay for dinners. After the accident, I found out that he actually owed too much money in China, and the underworld came to collect debts. In December 2016, he ran away to Thailand. In Thailand All of my expenses depend on credit card overdrafts and online loans.

But at that time, all I could see were his "sparkling points": self-discipline, a well-trained body; a gentleman, who can take care of others, and when your cup is dripping, his napkin is I have already handed it over; I have high emotional intelligence, I can talk, we get along very well, and we have many similar interests and hobbies. No matter what I say, he always agrees and will patiently listen to my confusion and give suggestions - these are exactly what I am. Desirable.

Yu Dong is keen on fitness. After two weeks of knowing each other, I relented and said I would give it a try first. Unexpectedly, he immediately vacated the house and moved into my place. I don't think it's appropriate. He said he couldn't live even a second without me. At that time, I thought he really loved me.

After about a month of dating, he once let slip that he had been in a dark place without sunlight for a long time. I asked where it was. He interrupted. Asked him if he had ever been in jail? He asked, do you think I am a criminal? The tone was so firm that I thought I was overthinking it.

Starting from the next day, he proposed to me intensively. I only talk about one thing from morning to night every day, let’s get married, you are the right person, why should we wait? If you don't catch me, you will probably never meet the person you love again... Sweet words and repeated brainwashing every day.

I think it is too hasty. According to my pace, we should get along for a year or two before getting married. He said, a person's life is so long, he must be moved by love once. You reject yours, he begs for his.

During this period, he confessed his "history": when he was 19 years old, he helped his friends drag something out of loyalty. Unexpectedly, it was stolen goods. He was implicated as a robber and spent 8 years in prison - - It was only after the incident that I found out that he wanted to steal money and committed the crime on his own initiative. He had been fined and detained before for theft, quarrels and provoking troubles. After he was released from prison, his mother lied about being terminally ill and wanted to have a grandson, forcing him to have a blind date with a rural girl. He agreed in order to fulfill his filial piety. The two did not get along after the marriage and divorced two years later.

I was shocked at the time, and he coaxed me. That happened before I met you. My ex-wife and I have no love at all, just filial piety. From now on, I will only love you. Let’s join hands** *To live his life after the age of 30, all the past was written off... In order to prove that he had drawn a clear line with his previous marriage, he handed over the custody of his children to his ex-wife.

A week after proposing, he directly bought two tickets to return home. After returning to China, he called me every day to ask if I had thought about it. I said no, it was too difficult to say, and my parents would definitely not accept it. He said don't tell your parents first and steal the household registration book first. I said no, it was too risky.

He came to me and said that he hadn’t seen me in three days and missed me so much. You must become my wife. You go home and get your household registration book... I was also dizzy at the time. It was really Went to take it out.

On July 15th, less than two months after knowing each other, we received the certificate. On the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, I still said silently, don’t open the door, don’t open the door. After receiving it, my mind was buzzing.

I am a very stable person, and getting married is the only adventure I take in my life.

At that time, his business failed, he lost all his money, and he was a poor boy. He said that the wedding diamond rings will be supplied to you later and we can work together.

I don’t care much about cars or houses. He is willing to give me a home and settle down wherever I want to develop. This is what touches me the most.

To be honest, I had no doubts about him before we got married. He's so good at pretending. Sometimes he said he would go to inspect a project, but I was busy and didn’t go with him. We only have two friends with the same sex. We broke up with him during our relationship, and there was no way to verify his past.

Growing up, the people I interacted with were all very nice. I had never experienced deception, so I didn’t think about it.

Broken up

Marriage initially brings more sweetness. He said that the project he inspected before was rejected. If he hadn't married you, he would have returned to China. I feel that he has sacrificed a lot for me. Looking at him every day is like looking at a male god. I love him so much.

The sweet first moments between the two. However, in the second month of marriage, we started to quarrel because of money.

I gave him 20,000 yuan a month, but he felt it was not enough and asked me to borrow money. In the beginning, I borrowed three to five thousand and would pay them back. After borrowing more and more, he started not to repay, saying that he owed too much money on his bank card and it was swallowed up. I'm a little angry. When he couldn't borrow money from me, he borrowed money from neighbors in my name. He also stole money from my WeChat account and Alipay, as well as the company's money, which amounted to tens of thousands each time. There was a lot of quarrel at that time. After the quarrel, we found every loophole and plugged it up.

He loved the food I cooked, but I didn’t have time to cook it, so I opened a Chinese restaurant and left it to him to take care of. He felt that there were too many chores and was unwilling to do it. Even if I find him another job, he won't do it. He just plays games and gambles every day, and spends money lavishly, sometimes buying tens of thousands of yuan worth of clothes a month.

Every time he was asked to work, he used his parents as an excuse - his father had never worked in his life and relied on his mother to support him. He feels that true love is like his parents, where one party provides unlimited supply to the other.

When he said this confidently, my views were really shattered. But I just wanted to change and influence him on the one hand, and talk to him every day, and on the other hand, give him some practical financial support.

Half a year after our marriage, my parents met him for the first time when they went to Thailand. At that time, they thought he was a good person and liked him very much. My sister also praised him as a gentleman, considerate and very nice. But my dad said he looked bad and looked like a bad guy. I said good guys and bad guys still have faces.

At that time, I said he was my boyfriend and I didn’t dare to say he was married. Because his "history" is not very good, I want to give him some time and use my connections and resources to make his image more positive before telling my parents.

I have provided him with all the connections and resources I can provide, but he, Adou, cannot help him, so this matter has never been discussed.

In 2018, during the company’s business transformation, I returned to Nanjing to open a company. His parents often visited him and were very dissatisfied when they saw him playing games at the company every day and not doing his job properly. My sister also feels that he behaves differently than before and treats me badly. When I am sick, he just plays games next to me without asking.

They all advised me to break up, but I was already married, and I couldn’t express my pain. When my parents later found out that I was married, they were furious and severed ties with me.

He stopped trying to please me in the later period. After returning to China, he hung out with his former inmates. I introduced him to excellent friends, but he said he couldn't play with them.

He owed a lot of money himself, and he often received debt collection calls. At first he said it was hundreds of thousands, then he said it was more than 1 million, and then more than 3 million... I still don't know how much he owed. I think it's a mystery.

He wanted me to repay it for him, but I only repaid a few hundred thousand, and refused to help him repay the rest because he was unrepentant and owed money after he paid it. I just thought that if he stopped gambling and stopped messing around, I would help him get rid of it immediately.

After the marriage, the lies were exposed bit by bit. I found out that we were not on the same journey at all, and I regretted why I had to testify so early.

Several times, he filed for divorce. I'm not willing to give in. I have invested so much time, energy, and money, but once I get divorced, all of it will be in vain. I will be like that person at the gambling table, unable to play.

She and Yu Dong were photographed by Wang Ling. My view on marriage does not allow me to go this far. I always feel that getting married is a lifelong matter. Any problems between two people can be solved through communication. Divorce should not be divorced unless it is a last resort. Moreover, many people around me are getting divorced, so I want to prove that I can work hard to resolve the crisis in marriage - I also rely on this tenacity in business. I insist on asking for business that others cannot negotiate, and others cannot win. It's a monster, I want to fight it.

For a while, we quarreled very frequently, and I even hoped that he would cheat on me or beat me up, and I would be relieved.

Fools will eventually wake up. After cheating too much and arguing too much, I won't believe everything he says. (Maybe) he finds that he can't control me anymore, and the only way is to kill this fool.

He told me about the case of killing his wife and cheating on her insurance policy in Thailand. He said that the man was so stupid. How could he hit his wife and leave traces? It would be weird if he didn't get caught.

Later I heard that after I was pushed off the cliff, he was sitting where he pushed me. When he heard no movement below, he thought I was dead and left. When he saw an ambulance coming in halfway, he He turned back and hid in the crowd without coming forward.

When I was lying in the ICU, he stayed outside. The Thai police came over to learn about the situation. He lied about not being there. He went to the bathroom separately from me before falling off the cliff. He didn't find me when he came out. He didn't know that something had happened to me until he saw the ambulance.

He was arrested by Thai police on June 16. That night, his mother came to me and hoped that I would say that I had made a mistake and give him another chance, but I refused.

Rebirth

Being pushed off the cliff is just the beginning of this long period of pain.

When I was first in the ICU, the wounds on my body were so big that I couldn’t even put on a hospital gown, so I just covered myself with a blanket. Every day a group of people would come in, lift the blankets, clean the wounds, and there would be people coming in and out. Oh, it was so overwhelming. Same goes for changing diapers and defecating.

On the 19th day of hospitalization, the hospital was short of beds, so I had to be discharged from the hospital and temporarily stay in a hotel outside the hospital. The Thai tourism department helped arrange flights back to Nanjing. During the 12-hour flight, my knees and hips were broken, and I could only stand stiffly at a 45-degree position, relying solely on my thoughts to hold me up. In the end I couldn't hold it any longer. I kept crying and crying, but do you have another option?

After returning to China, it was a long period of rehabilitation training.

One day I suddenly discovered that I couldn’t control my hands, couldn’t hold things, and couldn’t even wave my hands. I felt terrible at the time. In my mind, I could walk after lying down for a few months after being injured. Unexpectedly, many body functions were lost, and I could not move or walk. You have to learn every movement again like a baby, and find it through boring, repetitive, and persistent practice. You may not be able to find it yet.

At the beginning, the tendons atrophied severely, mainly due to passive stretching. During the first week of rehabilitation, my screams could be heard throughout the hospital. Downstairs, patients and medical staff all came to see it and said it was too scary. One day, the dean came over and said that a leader was coming to inspect today. Please don't shout. It will affect the image of the hospital. Practice after the leader has left.

This heart-rending scream lasted for a month or two. I was almost autistic and refused to enter the recovery room at one point.

In the beginning, it was the same as going to work every day, from eight to five, just soaking in it. After feeling better, practice for four hours every afternoon. After that, buy rehabilitation equipment and practice at home.

Starting from sitting, standing, walking, my fingers are stiff and cannot bend, and my arms cannot be lifted... I can only practice every day, it is slow and difficult, you are like walking in a dark tunnel, you don’t know when you will be able to Learning, sometimes it stays in place for a long time, or even regresses, and the doctor can't answer it, and it's very frustrating. I often cry while practicing.

Sometimes I can’t do it anymore, and I think about how someone as bad as my husband can exercise disciplinedly. Why can’t I even recover and be a normal person? My thoughts must be stronger than his.

The attending physician who has been working for most of his life said that he had never seen me in such a serious condition, and it was a miracle that I survived. If I don’t survive, you all think I fell down on my own. I live to expose the truth.

Wang Ling in a wheelchair at the airport On January 20 this year, my family and I returned to Bangkok and hired a lawyer to sue Yu Dong.

The trial lasted for 1***5 days. In court, he refused to plead guilty and continued to lie. His mother swore to the judge that she was a Buddhist and would never lie. Then she pointed at me and said that I told her personally that I fell by myself.

I burst into tears. Two hospital staff rushed to the court on their own initiative and made an impromptu application to testify in court to prove that my husband was lying. I was particularly moved at that time. You will see the evil in this world, and you will also see the good in this world. After the accident, many people helped me. A retired local principal in Ubon Ratchathani helped translate throughout the whole process and gave her money, but she didn’t want it and said she just wanted to help me. When my parents were taking care of me there, they were not used to Thai food, so the local tourism bureau staff took them to buy rice cookers, induction cookers, and vegetables. Some overseas Chinese also came to visit and asked if they needed help.

On March 24, Yu Dong was sentenced to life imprisonment and paid civil compensation of 5.89 million baht (approximately RMB 1.275 million) for attempted personal assault. He and his lawyer filed an appeal in court, and the second instance will be transferred to the higher court for trial.

But for me, the pain was far from over. Now I am almost a normal person. I have to rely on my sister to go to the toilet and take a shower. I have to practice walking and squatting every day. After that, he will lie on the operating table, "squeak, squeak, squeak", and remove the steel plate one by one, and then enter a new round of recovery. I still feel scared when I think about this, but I can only face it. Do I have a choice?

For a long time, I couldn't figure out why he did this to me. When I was lying in the hospital, I really wanted to see him and ask him if he approached me all because of money. Was it random that you pushed me that day or had it been brewing for a long time? …I have a hundred thousand questions for him. If I hadn't been paralyzed on the bed, like paralyzed mud, even if I had a little strength, I would have crawled to the prison.

But now, it doesn't matter anymore.

After this incident, I did not become dark or withdrawn, but became stronger inside. Don’t they say that people who come back from hell have black life force? When you experience pain and know what pain is, you will cherish your current life and everything you have more, including your relatives, friends, and colleagues around you, and you will communicate with them in a better way. You will become a better person.

I actually hope you will come back to interview me later. If there is an opportunity that allows me to promote something meaningful and actually help some groups, then the interview will be the most meaningful. I am recovering now, all for myself.

I hope that the report can give people positive strength. People who don’t need it will smile after reading it; people who can use it, such as those who are frustrated, unfulfilled, or experiencing marital shock. For people, my experience can be a small beam of light, illuminating him and supporting him through this dark time.

(At the request of the interviewee, Wang Ling and Yu Dong are pseudonyms)