In the process of my manic adolescence to manic maturity, women's weakness gradually turned into a kind of anger, which is a distinct and subtle aesthetic feeling, but also a long-term elusive aesthetic feeling. This kind of aesthetic feeling exists objectively, and it changes rapidly, which makes people worry and worry, while objective existence is a rigid appearance and code of behavior, which violates the rules and regulations of my rebellious nature. Weakness is a challenge to women who have no pride and self-esteem. Young women have withstood the challenge of turning a blind eye, especially a woman who has carefully cultivated her ambitions in private. In extreme confusion, she occasionally gave her ambitious early life to nourish or cut off its nutrients to control its development.