The only consolation of that bleak time is that I met a good teacher. Fortunately, he is patient, comforting him with daily teaching and carefully teaching me working methods, so that I can quickly turn my theoretical knowledge into working ability and experience. At that time, I had to study while working. Many nights were dead, and my colleagues fell asleep. I still checked all kinds of information and insisted on taking notes. If I don't understand them, I can ask my master the next day. I don't want to give up on myself, let alone be a coward. I still have a long way to go in my life, and I don't want to be useless all my life. I will overcome all difficulties and obstacles, step on all hardships and pains, and strive for a wonderful life in high live. At present, everything is to hone myself, and I have persisted today with that belief.
No one's life is smooth sailing. Difficult, bumpy, painful, unable to get up and continue to work hard. How to see the rainbow without experiencing difficulties and hardships! How to keep the clouds clear! All hardships are tests and whetstones for themselves, and they are all whetstones. Hold your head high, keep your feet on the ground, break through all obstacles and go forward bravely, and success will follow. The journey of life is to keep learning and climbing, never to be discouraged, never to compromise, never to give up ... Life is not an end, but a struggle!
The most uncomfortable thing for me now is being rejected by my husband. Then I went out to work by myself. The first restaurant helped the restaurant cook for a few days without taking any money. Then I went to the supermarket to look for a job. After working all day, I felt that I didn't work hard with me and left again. I went to the third supermarket to buy fruits and vegetables and worked for half a month. In order to help my husband, I didn't work again and didn't take a penny. I won't talk about the behavior of the supermarket owner and his wife, you know. I came back to help my husband for six months, but he refused. When I came home, I heard that my own brother was going to break up with me. At this time, I feel that I have really reached a dead end. My brother broke off diplomatic relations because he said that my husband found another brother when he buried my father, but I didn't expect my husband to be there because I was there when my father was buried. At that time, my husband only said a word, the center line is not straight, it should be 5 mm to the left. In this sentence, my brother will break up with me. After hearing this sentence, I have been strong and crying. After a while, I also became optimistic. What? Only your body belongs to you, friends, cherish the present, be merciful, be grateful to everyone and everything, and live with a clear conscience.
The most sad three days were spent alone. I went to the farmhouse on the mountain and stayed for three days.
On the first day of climbing to the top of the mountain, I met a 78-year-old grandmother on the way. I said, grandma, you are really amazing, climbing such a high mountain.
Grandma told me, girl, my mother-in-law is 78 years old. I can come this year, but I'm afraid I won't be here next year. I'm getting old, and I'll get something from climbing. I said grandma, you are in good health! You can return it next year, and the scenery is different every year. Then I climbed to the top of the mountain and looked at the opposite mountain. Looking down, it was still so high and small. I feel too small compared with myself, so why bother?
The second man wears slippers and plays in the small river ditch next to where he lives. The water is clear and many children are playing. Many parents are taking pictures and taking care of their children. I didn't think I had grown so big. Why are you so hard on yourself, while others are the same?
On the third day, I sat quietly in the attic drinking tea, looking at the opposite mountain and the people downstairs, thinking about the road I walked, the people I met and the difficulties I experienced. Just to prove that you didn't live in vain. Time will make all choices to prove that things will pass, people will pass and life will continue. Looking back after many years, you have changed beyond recognition. So why care too much about life! ! !
The method of "relieving pain" varies from person to person. There are people who talk, people who drink alone, people who cry, people who borrow pain, people who are lonely, and people who cry ... There is only one purpose to relieve and alleviate the pressure caused by pain. As an adult, the way to relieve pain is to sing loudly, and a person goes to the suburbs or karaoke bars to "vent" pain and boredom. Others may not understand this, and always think that singing is a performance of joy, but it is not. Once I entered this role, I tied myself to music, temporarily forgot the pain, and was able to sing many songs at one breath, with good results. This is my personal way to get through the pain! Of course, it is better without pain, but it is unrealistic for a person to live in the world without pain!
Climb mountains, have an outing, watch movies and watch the news! Everything has a process. After a night of hoary head, I lost 20 pounds.
Speaking of pain, nothing is more painful than losing your parents. The year my mother died, my heart was particularly painful. Without my mother, I have no home. My heart hurts like a needle. I lost 30 pounds in two months. I miss my mother very much.
I miss someone who loves me. I have cried and felt distressed, and I never know what it feels like to feel distressed. I often feel pain. I hate running with others. Later, he said, we are all dream catchers. I'm at ease! I saw another couple, not him.
Bitter water with wine, broken teeth and pharynx. I cried my eyes red behind my back and laughed in front of everyone!
Tell yourself you must be strong. There is no hurdle to get through. Bear with it. Think of your elderly parents and young children. They are watching me and need me very much. For them, you have to support yourself and live hard. Life goes on.
Stocks lost money, futures lost money, and virtual currency lost money. Debt-ridden, my wife divorced, my girlfriend split up, I couldn't sleep every night, my hair turned white, and my three highs came out. The body also collapsed. Calculate how to pay it back every day, credit card I don't think I can be happy anymore.
Later, I read inspirational prose every day. Walk 10 km every day and write to yourself every day. Later, I learned to enjoy loneliness, learn to heal myself, learn to learn and improve myself. Comprehension, unity of knowledge and action, unity of knowledge and action. Later, things got better gradually.