Hello, after reading your situation, I can tell you objectively that you don't really have any pressure, so exercising and singing K doesn't have much effect. What you really lack is confidence. It can be said that it is not easy for a girl to work alone in a foreign country, and it will be even sadder to meet a boss who is not good at working (because you are soft-hearted and you are more emotional). I'm not sure how the economic conditions in your hometown compare with those in your present city. If it is similar, then you shouldn't have any worries at all, because gold will shine everywhere. You don't have to live in a foreign country, and you don't have nothing if you really go back. You have experience that others do not have, knowledge that others do not have, and working ability that others do not have. Moreover, when you fully demonstrate your ability, naturally you can still hold the same position in other companies, and maybe you can get the approval of your new boss and arrange a higher position for you, but you must have confidence in yourself. A confident person can live wherever he goes, but a person full of worries every day will be miserable wherever he goes. Even if he is given a job with a high salary, he will still lose the job because of lack of self-confidence. There are not many unreasonable bosses, so they don't have to face the pressure from their bosses. As long as you do your job well, no one can talk about you. If he insists on talking about you so rudely, you can tell him without hesitation: "Sorry, I can't find such a job, and I'm not a bully. Bye. " I thought of that time, maybe it was the boss who was sad. The happiness of the local people is not all. I work in the field myself. The locals here are familiar with it, but others don't feel very good. And now I have stayed in that place for a while, and I am basically familiar with it. There are also many friends there, so locals and outsiders are the same, and no one will be particularly happy. I can even say that foreigners can develop better, because foreigners don't know anyone else and can do something without scruple, while locals are different. Savings can't be accumulated in a year or two. Girls like shopping and shopping. Therefore, natural savings cannot be accumulated. At this time, you should learn to use your money rationally, and even use your spare time to come to Qian Shengqian (that is, to buy funds. It is not recommended to play stocks, foreign exchange, futures, etc. And girls don't need to work as hard as boys, because when you find a suitable Mr. Right, he will try his best to take care of you (unless you find an incompetent and lazy man). You can try to give yourself a little confidence first, and don't be afraid of your boss, who is also a human being, thinking (if I get fired, I can find a better job), so you won't be afraid of the boss. There are many things you should not think so much about. You worry too much. What you think is meaningless fantasy. Be sure to be optimistic about the present, be down-to-earth, exercise well, don't sing K often, and go to bars, bars, nightclubs and other entertainment places as little as possible * (spending too much money will affect the next day's work). Look on the bright side and don't think too much. Mountain people who earn only 50 yuan a month can live well. I think your salary is much higher than theirs. So give yourself some confidence. I wish you can put it down early and be happy every day.