I admire you very much. First, you have independent and independent thoughts. Second, you are willing to sacrifice for the people you love (this is not clear from your words).
It will take about 8 years until you are 25 years old. 8 years is actually a short time! Lamborghini is a luxury product and it’s expensive! If you really want to have it with your own ability in 8 years, then in addition to studying, you must now find out what makes you extraordinary in yourself, regardless of appearance, personality, conversational ability, logical ability, memory ability, painting, or acting ... Any kind of place where the capable person cannot, and then find a way to systematically train in the right direction! And you must move forward with firm confidence, because if you give up and change direction, you will end up starting over, and your time will be wasted! As for whether you can make money informally, in fact, as long as your work can make others happy, satisfied, and happy! Then money is no object! First, do a systematic analysis of yourself! Start here!
Our education is extensive and we teach for college entrance exams! The most important thing is to learn things that are helpful to your ideals. Many of these things are not in books!
I want to remind you that relying on parents in power will be spurned in society, but your living environment is like this , it is understandable to use these relationships correctly and properly. It does not violate laws and regulations or harm the interests of others. It is understandable to use them! Just have a clear conscience! From my point of view, this is actually one of your biggest advantages!
Although we are materialistic, the joy of the soul is not proportional to the amount of material! Don’t give up more things that make you happy just to chase enough money!
The person who wants to cry in a BMW is first because she does not have the ability to buy a BMW, and secondly, she cannot laugh on the back seat of a bicycle! For people who can smile happily on the back seat of a bicycle, the BMW is no longer so important, at most it is just the icing on the cake! Don’t lose that sweet laugh on the back of your bike just to get her in a BMW!
It is normal to be hesitant and confused in youth. Don’t be afraid. See more adults’ views on life and make more rational analysis!
Finally, I wish you can get out of your confusion as soon as possible! healthy! hapiness!