You must not know Xu Shengyuan in my heart. The first time I met Mr. Xu, I went to Owen Yalong with my good friends to attend a group counseling training. Interestingly, xu teacher and I were in the same group, and we called him Xu Yong at that time. The group held several meetings, and one day the teacher said, have you noticed who is sitting next to you? Suddenly found many times, Xu Yong sat next to me. The teacher said to ask himself what it was like to sit next to him. "I think Xu Yong is very much like the white in The Journey to the West. He is particularly important. Sitting next to him is particularly reassuring, but sometimes he feels that this person does not exist at all. His sense of existence is small, but it is particularly important. The Tang Priest and his disciples all suffered in the second disaster, and finally they all relied on the White Horse Dragon! " This is how I express my impression of Teacher Xu.
After that, I got to know xu teacher a little bit. I know he is younger than me, and he is not an ordinary student of psychology. But this does not prevent me from trusting him, because the feelings and experiences of the students sitting next to me at the moment have made me understand his "non-existence" and "importance".
Later, I attended a "Breathing" workshop and learned that he volunteered to be a full-time life worker after returning from the "Chinese Action" in Taiwan Province Province.
"This boy is so lucky that he knows what he wants to do at such a young age!" He's amazing. He is going to do such a big thing at a young age. I used to be particularly curious and yearning for life and work. I asked xu teacher, what is your life work after you went to China? I vaguely remember the key words of the conversation at that time: "organizing life" and "serving life".
My undergraduate and master's degree are both pedagogy majors, and I have been addicted to the identity of "psychology lovers" for many years. To be honest, after listening to these keywords, I was not very curious for a long time. Isn't that why we deal with our own affairs before consulting others? Think deeply, do a psychological analysis, and tidy up your life!
I envy you and wish you success, but I can't go with you yet! I've thought about it many times. When I saw xu teacher raising money, I was the first to react. I thought I didn't know where my mission was. It's great that the young man knows himself so well. May he get it, and may I get it.
I came to study with xu teacher for the second time and attended the "Out of Fear" reading club. After having a daughter, I was particularly flustered during the winter vacation. I am so worried about her future that I have no leisure to think about what I should do. Then I saw the words "out of fear". I knew that I was controlled by a huge force of fear and I needed to go out.
Later, there was a learning opportunity for Third Life volunteers. In fact, I didn't know what I would study at that time, I only knew that I would study for a long time. When talking about learning at that time, I just knew that if I couldn't do anything in a difficult situation and had no direction, I would just do what I liked best and felt the most important! Xu teacher asked me what my learning difficulties were. I said it's time! What is the motivation for learning? I know! I want to put what I think is right in the first place!
In fact, seven months of volunteer study tour is not short at all. Even looking back after the research, it is not short at all, and it is not easy to learn from xu teacher. Keep quiet every day, attend classes on Tuesday night, and arrange the time of each workshop; You need to write a report and send it to 10 friends every month; And winter vacation homework! Life is not easy at all! It is the longest and slowest study I have ever experienced! Looking back on the past seven months, I don't feel "in a hurry", but I feel so powerful! I have taken life so seriously in these seven months!
In the last class last night, I knew that punching in quietly this week would have no practical impact, so I stopped punching in on Monday and Tuesday. It was very late when I got home. I actually found a book called "My Heart" and began to write about the silence after graduation. I wrote: these quiet hours that no one has counted can finally belong to myself completely.
I also successfully signed up for xu teacher's kindness plan. During the interview, xu teacher asked me what you expect from the course and plan. I trust you completely. I benefited a lot from the volunteer trip. I believe in your course. Yes, I believe a person who has the courage to work with his life, and I gradually see my love and talent.
Remember the white in The Journey to the West? He has no lines and no scenes, but he carries the Tang Priest's scriptures behind his back.
Teacher Xu Shengyuan, you will always be handsome in my heart!