Happy Engings

Hey, at least in my mind, hey at least I think,

I'm feelin' like I'm the hero that saves me, I am a hero who redeems myself,

There, I hold my head high, then I can hold my head high,

Get everything right, put everything in order,

Delusional maybe, maybe it's just delusion,

Yo, this whole last year was a shit show, the whole last year was a mess,

Just findin' out now what I didn't know, I just realized my ignorance now,

Seems like each time when I get low, it seems every low period,

I place blame everywhere that it shouldn' t go, I always blame others,

And that's what's keeping me up, this thought is keeping me awake,

Fallin' apart, man, I keep it a buck, even if It's falling apart man, I'm not gonna lie,

You still act like I'm holding you up, I still feel like I' m folding up, so, I still feel like I'm on the verge of collapse,

Tell me what I should have said and I'll pretend to know that, tell me what I should have said and I'll pretend to know that

Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back,

Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have? How can I expect others to be patient with me if I'm so impatient?

Over and over, expecting a different result, yeah, over and over, expecting a different result,