-big ice "They are the happiest"
A few days ago, I deliberately passed by the internet cafe I used to go to when I was a child. Still the turbid air, still the narrow corridor, still the rows of young faces. Even though the image of the teenager smoking a cigarette and drinking instant noodle soup is still vivid, in fact, at the age of 30, I am out of place with this place. In retrospect, it seems that I haven't been to an Internet cafe for several years. Bloody eyes, sunken eyes, oily hair and red cheeks, have you been impetuous these years? After that, it is ...
The reason why youth is cool is because of ignorance. Young people don't want anything. A bowl of instant noodles and a box of cigarettes can be played for a day and a night. It's hard to be impetuous. Looking at those boys staring at the screen, I envy their traffic, which is a feeling that I can't get it back. Then the boys grew up and saw more things besides friends, games and campus. When youth begins to stop being ignorant, people become more impetuous.
Distant should be a very ambitious young man. Every time I sing K with him, a song dedicated to serving the country always excites my friends. Far away,/kloc-left home at the age of 0/6. I wandered alone, decorated, sold computers, worked as a housekeeper in a homestay, sold insurance and pushed futures. He taught himself English and electrician, and his usual hobby was reading, which is definitely a wonderful work among my friends. Chatting with people far away, they can always chat late into the night, always giving people a passion to make their dreams come true. Faraway said: After that, we will build a big house with a dozen or twenty computers, just like an Internet cafe and a library. All friends can live in it for free, some cook and some clean. We can crack down, blame and train in it. There are endless cola red bull and endless sausage instant noodles. That year I was 18, a difference of 22 years.
At the distant age of 26 (eight years ago), I suddenly lost news of him, and my friends around me didn't know where he had gone. At that time, he was employed by a game family, and his job was to be the leader of a certain game, leading gang members to play BOSS regularly every day, with a salary of 12000/ month. I remember the last time he talked to me. He told me cheerfully that one of his gang members recharged RMB 6,543,800+0.6 million in one breath in order to win others one-on-one. Another big boss in the gang invited gang members to get together in Hangzhou, and spent more than 200,000 yuan in a bar one night ... I didn't play that game, I didn't know those people, I didn't understand the fun, but I saw something different in my distant eyes that day.
Soon after, the news came that the virtual goods worth more than 2 million yuan in the warehouse of the game gang were sold privately, and more than 800,000 yuan was borrowed by all members, and then went up in smoke. For so many years, I have never seen the distance again. I wonder how he is. Is the house with books and computers still his dream?
Columnist Feng Tang gave a definition to the word paranoia. I only saw it once, and it was like being carved into my body. He said:
The so-called impetuousness is probably a series of wrong decisions made when a person's ability is not enough to prop up his own desires.
We all make mistakes, but not all mistakes are growth. People have delusions, people have fantasies, people are self-righteous, people are ambitious, people want everything, and people get nothing. Ambitious people have a long-term vision, while ignorant people always yearn for it. Impetuous life is doomed to cycle between wanting and not getting, which is really miserable.
But we are just ordinary people, so we made many mistakes.
We make mistakes because we know too little;
We make mistakes because we think we know a lot.
We make mistakes because we ignore the importance of the present;
We make mistakes because we only care about the present.
We made mistakes because we were too impatient.
We make mistakes because we are indecisive.
We will make mistakes because of boldness, and also because of timidity.
We make mistakes when we are ambitious and when we are timid.
When our behavior is inconsistent with our values, we will make mistakes. The reasons and forms of making mistakes are different, including gaffes and behaviors that embarrass us, and major mistakes that we regret for many years or even longer. And all our faults are like sand and stones poured into the water. The more we shake, the more turbid the water becomes. We can only wait quietly for the precipitation of sand and gravel, so that we can see the future direction through the clear water on the upper floor.
When I was traveling in Lijiang some time ago, I met a young man named Xiao Yang, who had the same breath as far away. He also left home at the age of 16. He has been wandering in many places for several years and has done several jobs. Xiao Yang said that he had been a stationmaster for three years in order to play games, and he felt that he had wasted a lot of time. At that time, tattoos, drinking and living everything an uncontrolled child could imagine. Suddenly one day, he felt exhausted, so he bought a plane ticket in the middle of the night, one for each person, and flew to Lijiang for two years. In Lijiang, a slow-paced city, drinking tea and reading books for two years has calmed his heart a lot. Xiao Yang said that he wanted to go to Shanghai, a fast-paced place and start a business. I sincerely wish him well.
In fact, I especially like Lijiang, but I don't like Sifang Street at night. The pop songs in the whole bar street are just like those in the city. Why is the bar in Lijiang so noisy? Obviously, a singer and a guitar are enough.