Tomorrow, I will leave this world, and my children are the last thing I want to part with. I admit that I am greedy for the world, but I want to grow up with my children. It's the biggest regret in my life to have him, but I can't support him.

I want to prepare gifts for him from one to eighteen, so even if I can't watch him grow up, I can let him know that I remember his birthday. I was there when he blew out the candle; When he lowered his eyes and made a wish, I looked at him quietly; He won't feel lonely when he spends his birthday.

I don't know if he will blame me. I'm afraid that someone will say that he has a mother. He is too young to know anything. What if someone bullies him later? Or a fever or a cold? His first parent-teacher conference, other children's parents came, will he be very depressed? He's got a perfect score paper, and he doesn't know who to show it off to. Not even a spoiled and willful embrace. At an early age, you need to bear the pain and disaster yourself. I feel sad when I think about it.

What he needs most is the love of his parents, but I can't give it. I really hope that God can let me live for a while, but what I am destined to do is that I can accommodate it with a word.

I want to leave my most beautiful photo and let him remember my appearance. On second thought, I can't see his precious moments at all ages, and my heart is very bitter. I want to say, when taking a family photo in the future, will he be very exclusive? I just pray that God will let my children grow up safely. Don't let his character be deformed.

I will also write a letter to him and record a voice for him. The content of the letter is probably that he is my pride and I love him very much. I hope he won't blame me for not accompanying him to the last stage of life, not that I didn't want to, but that I was helpless. The letter is full of my expectations for him. He doesn't have to be a shining person, as long as there are not too many waves in his life and there are not too many troubles on weekdays. Luck and blessing have been patronizing him. He must remember that I love him very much.

whatever he does, I support him unconditionally. Whatever his dream is, as long as he has a dream in his heart, he might as well try it. In my eyes, he is the proudest child in the world. A letter may not express all my feelings, but I want him to remember that I love him very much as a mother in this world.

He wants to be a little man, learn to protect himself, help me take care of my family, and be a pistachio. I am proud of him.

Finally, I want to record some words in my heart so that he can listen to my voice.

Maybe, in the future, he will have a new mother, which is what I expected. After all, such a small child is miserable without a mother. I hope that a woman can take my place and shoulder my responsibilities. Thank you very much. However, my heart is still a little jealous, and I will still be unwilling. I still hope he can remember my appearance and voice.

Son, you don't have to be the greatest person in the world, let alone prove yourself. Just be live high. As long as you feel happy, I will always be behind you. Miss me, just look at the sky, and the brightest one is me. Also, in the next life, you will be my child, and I will make it up to you. In the next life, I won't leave so early. I will definitely negotiate with God and let me stay in this beautiful world for a while.