It’s a very uncomfortable life to live like this

Right?

Can you find something you like to do?

For example, play a game and then shoot a video of the game

For example, cook and then shoot a video of the cooking

This way you can make money

Why do you have to do nothing and feel hesitant in your heart?

People still have to do things

Otherwise, if you are young, wouldn’t you be wasting your youth?

Find something to do that you like

Of course you can also go to a big city and have a try