I have actually had this kind of experience. At that time, I just graduated and got an internship, but after the internship ended, I was very confused. The company couldn't meet the quota and couldn't sign a contract to become a full-time employee, so I lost my job. . It was definitely not realistic to go home, and I had to find a way to find my next job quickly or I would go hungry. I have been searching for a long time. Apart from jobs related to my major, I can’t do anything else, so it is difficult to find a job for a while. The money in my hand is getting less and less. I am very panicked and don’t want to. Let my parents know that while I was looking for a job myself, I also asked others to help me find a job. Later, I found a job that matched my major, but the address was outside the province, and the travel expenses cost several hundred dollars. I didn’t have that much money. Later, I borrowed 500 yuan from one of my classmates. I originally planned to use it as travel expenses to go to other provinces. When I was ready to pack up, the other party called and said that no one was needed for the time being.

So I continued to look for other jobs. Before I could find a job, my parents called to tell me that my grandma was seriously ill. It was also the harvest season and the family was very busy. I wanted to go home and help first. I have to work at home, but I can’t find a job for the time being anyway. I borrowed another 300 yuan from an acquaintance, and then I went home. I helped with the work every day, or visited relatives to have drinks, etc. Sometimes my grandma dressed her up and stayed at home for a while to earn a little income. None, although the debt is not much, the total amount is only 800 yuan. But because I have no income, I feel very panicked every day. With no income, how can I give money back to the people who trust me on the spot? I am most afraid of owing others, and even more afraid of losing my credibility, so I live in depression every day, not paying back the money I owe others, and this matter is always on my mind.

It really feels like I can’t sleep late at night. I always remember that the debt I owe has not been repaid. I can’t eat well or sleep well. I am worried about those hundreds of dollars every day. . It was worth it when there was news about my job. I was paid my salary the second month after I went to work. Then I didn’t have to eat or drink. I immediately returned the money to the people who trusted me and supported me. From now on, I feel much more comfortable mentally. I no longer have to be depressed every day, and I don’t have to always feel ashamed of others, fearing that others will no longer trust me.