Over the past year, the habit of futures trading has been developed by Man Cang. Why? Because I owe too much, I always want to get some back quickly, and my mentality has been greatly affected. Technology, I have learned a lot in many places, but I can't take the normal road. Under the pressure of debt, the mentality has changed, leading to irregular operation.
Doing futures is lonely, and there are few people chatting. In the past, when I was in the stock market, I would find someone to chat with, but people who do futures rarely chat. There are only one or two million people doing futures in the country. This year, because of the loss, the QQ group in any circle of friends basically stopped soaking, just chatting with colleagues at work and became a lonely person.
When I was in college, I learned so many theories of business management. I thought I could play well in my work, but the road was never what I thought. Just like futures, for people with unstable mentality, the daily line rises sharply, and the 30-minute line and the hourly line can also toss you to death and then pull you up. The trend is relative and the loss is absolute. The teachers I know who do futures do make money, and others' analysis operations do earn more than they lose, doubling or tripling a month. Others are full-time and I am part-time. Often go to work, may not keep up with the market, destined not to use other people's conventional trading methods.
I'm 25 years old and I owe so much. Now I pay a huge debt every month, robbing Peter to pay Paul, and the debt will collapse this month or next. In today's society, the credit collapse is estimated to be over in another ten years, and being surrounded by poor relatives can't help much, let alone at home. My family doesn't know about me either. My monthly salary is not high, but my family still has to spend money. I don't know what will happen next month or later.
This society is very realistic. What is the shortcut if we want to break through from one class to another through down-to-earth struggle? Only speculation is the shortcut. Although countless people have died, this is a clearly visible road. My parents are old, much older than other parents of the same age. When I first graduated, I thought I could only take a faster shortcut and let my parents enjoy it for a few more years. After graduating from college, I don't want to go back to rural areas or third-tier cities. I want to pursue my dreams in big cities. Now it can only get worse. Looking at my classmates and roommates around me, these years have been prosperous, and I can only fail more and more compared with myself.
If there is no loss in futures this year, I may get more achievements in my work, at least I think my working ability is very good. Now we are trying to get out of the pit every day, how to avoid debt credit default. If I pay off my debts, maybe I will find a more challenging job. After all, my childhood dream was to have a career. Maybe I will continue to play futures, but I won't be so sloppy and undisciplined.
This year is enough to enrich my life. But this year, enough to cheat me for a lifetime.
Find a way out of the pit. Is there a great god to guide you? Please kneel down!