Let me give you a suggestion. Now you should borrow some money from your friends and colleagues, and then work hard to return the money to your colleagues and friends as soon as possible. The most important thing is to stop gambling. If you continue like this, your life will be over. There is no regret medicine in the world. Take good care of your wife and children. None of the gamblers I have ever met can make a fortune, but their families are broken and they finally regret it. I hope you will correct it at once.