Did you know? There is someone who has been thinking of you.

Unfortunately, we are destined not to be together.

01

The first time I saw this title, I felt like I was hit by an arrow in the knee. It seemed so reasonable that I wanted to write something.

I used to think that being single was good until I met you;

Now I still think that being single is good until I lose you.

Sometimes I can’t even tell whether I am lonely because I miss you too much, or I miss you because I am too lonely.

You can talk endlessly with others and pretend to be "cold at high places".

His cold appearance was like fire meeting ice, and he didn’t know when he had quietly melted.

At the end of the separation, there was only one blessing left:

From the end of the world, I only hope that you will be safe.

02

Just because I looked at you one more time in the crowd, from now on, after meeting you in this university, besides loving you, what else can I do?

Jia Ming was fascinated the first time his senior sang at KTV.

The senior’s neat bangs, pure eyes, sweet voice, and dimples when she smiles all seem to have a natural magic power that makes people unable to extricate themselves.

The handsome Jiaming never thought that he would be conquered so easily. In the past, Jiaming's grades were at the bottom and he didn't like reading and studying. But for some reason, he always felt that he was too ordinary and ordinary. The change started when he met his senior sister. He used to look down upon his father’s knowledge about electrical appliances, his mother’s business knowledge, his uncle’s knowledge about breeding, and his sister’s dressing skills. Now he finds everything interesting and wants to learn everything. .

Jiaming also worked hard to pass the CET-4 and CET-6 certificates, and also passed the Japanese N2, computer level 2 certificate, and nutritionist certificate through self-study. He also insisted on using whitening skin cream. Jiaming felt that he Your excellence should be like a diamond that can surprise your senior sister.

This is indeed the case.

Later, the senior sister went to Wenzhou to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

Six years later, on Jiaming’s birthday in August, his senior sent him blessings. The cake was a cute Pa Pa Pa bear, which showed that he had carefully chosen it. But things have changed at this time, and the goddess she once was has now become an ordinary friend who can no longer be ordinary. Jiaming thought again of the panda ornaments he bought on his last trip to Sichuan.

03

In order to surprise the goddess, Jiaming went on a trip to Chengdu, Sichuan.

In Jinli, Jia Ming bought a lot of famous snacks. When there was only eight yuan in cash in his pocket, Jia Ming suddenly remembered that the goddess said that she liked giant pandas very much. Jiaming thinks he should buy a giant panda ornament. The boss said a giant panda keychain would cost ten yuan. Jiaming had always paid the original price of the trademark in the past, but not today. Jiaming is a man. For the first time, he hesitated for a long time for a small keychain and two yuan, and his face turned red like a monkey's butt.

After getting the keychain, Jiaming bowed slightly to the boss and said thank you several times.

Jiaming happily put the keychain, Sichuan hotpot base, yogurt, and cosmetics into a packaging box. Those things are all her favorite things.

But when Jiaming waited at the door of the dormitory for nearly three hours with large and small bags, his legs were numb and his arms were sore, what he saw was a goddess holding hands with a boy, revealing her cute dimples. A happy smile.

At that moment, Jiaming felt that the sky in his heart had collapsed. Standing there stupidly, there was a kind of sadness in his heart, which spread over his mouth and nose, and he felt that it was difficult to breathe.

04

It turns out that not all love can last forever like in the movies.

It turns out that companionship is the most affectionate confession, and not all love can withstand waiting.

I wrote my longing into a long poem and read it to you the next time we meet.

But it wasn’t until the end that I realized that I liked it a little, but I was the only one who was moved.

Beautiful night sky, bustling city, on the day of Chinese Valentine's Day, Jia Ming looked at the couples, and then he remembered that today was another single day.

I just glanced at you one more time in the crowd,

I can never forget your face...

I dream of meeting you again one day,

From then on, I began to miss him alone.

I don’t know how many boys and girls are missing and caring about me on this day.

05

I close my eyes, waiting not for your kiss, but for your forgetfulness.

I can only fold a thousand origami cranes to show my lovesickness on the days when I miss you, listen to a thousand sad reasons, watch the flow of people coming and going, and find it difficult to fall asleep in an empty room. .

When your weight hits my heart deep into the earth’s crust, and when my heart fills with tears, I just want to stay at the bottom of the 10,000-meter ocean and watch the millions of people coming and going. A crowd that swims like fish.

I don’t know when I was standing in the steel and concrete building, heavy raindrops penetrated the earth like bullets, the comfortable wind hit my greasy skin, and my glasses were already covered with moisture.

I don’t know when it started to rain heavily.

I don’t know when I burst into tears.

I originally planned to eat an ice cream after writing, but it took a day to actually finish writing, and it is now midnight. But I finally finished it, I hope readers like it~~~ah!