From small to large, misfortune has been accompanied by Admiralty. At the age of three, my father died young and my mother remarried according to local customs. At the age of 23, she married a bookstore clerk and gave birth to a daughter, but her husband not only made love, but also forbade her to write poems. Jin Meiling, who was in pain, filed for divorce, thinking that he could get rid of it. However, to Jin Meiling's surprise, after the divorce, her daughter was also sentenced to be taken away from her, which made her completely desperate for life. 1930, a poet who was only 26 years old committed suicide. His works were once forgotten by the world.
Jin Meiling 1903 was born in a small fishing village. Jin Meiling's family has a brother Kensuke who is two years older than her, and a younger brother You Zheng who is two years younger than her. Her father died when she was three years old, and her younger brother adopted her aunt. Later, Jin Meiling's aunt was unfortunately ill. Before she died, she asked her sister (that is, Jin Meiling's mother) to remarry her husband so that her son (Jin Meiling's mother) could marry her husband. She and her brother were brought up by grandma who opened a bookstore in the country. Xiaojin lost his father and his mother married Xiaguan. Her lonely heart triggered her creative inspiration. Fortunately, being accompanied by grandma, brother and girlfriends makes up for the absence of parents. Because the mother did not have children after remarriage, the stepfather, as the heir of his ex-wife, loved his brother and did not let the outside world know the real world of his adopted son, so he has always been commensurate with his biological brother. And her younger brother likes her as a' cousin' very much, so they often repay her with fish and geese. After graduating from college, because my brother got married and didn't get along well with my sister-in-law, he went abroad to work in Shimonoseki's stepfather's bookstore. I was able to reunite with my mother and brother. Unexpectedly, I adopted my uncle's younger brother You Zheng from an early age, but fell in love with my sister Jin Meiling. At that time, Jin Meiling's literary world had emerged. 1923, Jin contributed in the name of for the first time in his life. Her works were published in four magazines, which made her cry with joy, and her feelings with Kim were heating up day by day. My uncle was afraid that his son couldn't extricate himself and didn't want to expose the truth, so he had to force Kim to marry Miyamoto, a bookstore employee. In order not to embarrass his mother, Kim had to follow the arrangement of his uncle (and stepfather) and marry Miyamoto, who knew nothing about his past. Shortly after Kim and Miyamoto got married, they left the bookstore and made their own living. The embarrassment of life, coupled with differences in personality, makes the rift between them bigger and bigger. At this time, Kim was pregnant. Although the relationship between husband and wife is not harmonious, children have brought great happiness and creative source to Kim. It's her married work. However, suffering still afflicts gold. Miyamoto, who has no interest in literature or even a sense of inferiority, even began to ban her from writing. More unfortunately, Miyamoto also passed on the sexually transmitted diseases that were terminally ill at that time to gold. 1930 February, Jin Meiling couldn't bear it, and finally divorced Miyamoto and returned to her family. The only hope was to get custody of her daughter, but it was impossible in Japan, a patriarchal society at that time. In March, Miyamoto finally sent a letter to take her daughter away. On the 9th, the moon was high in the sky. On an unusually clear night, Jin Meiling saved her daughter's life. The last request is for Miyamoto to leave the child with her mother and stepfather. In her last words, she said that she hoped her daughter would have a rich spiritual life, which Miyamoto could not bring to her daughter. (quoted from the 200 1 special drama "Towards a Bright Direction-Jin Meiling, a Poet of Nursery Rhymes")