Before talking about this experience of mine, I would like to review my previous behavior. I admit that I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a wife, and I have also failed to be a good mother. I paid a heavy price for my obsession with playing mahjong. I've lost my family, I've lost my marriage. If I have another chance, I will definitely cherish my family and my marriage.

However, reality will not give me a chance. My husband and I met through online chatting. We met in a mahjong group in the same city. I have lived in a rural area since I was a child. Apart from neighbors gathering to play mahjong, I have no other entertainment options. So when I was in junior high school, I started playing mahjong.

To be honest, playing mahjong really fascinates me. Before I got married, I spent almost all my spare time outside of work in the chess and card club. It wasn’t until my husband and I got married that I gradually reduced the time I spent playing mahjong in the chess and card parlor due to the influence of things at home and my husband’s relationship.

My husband originally had the same hobby as me, but after he got married, he changed his habit of playing mahjong and began to make money to support the family. I was also influenced by my husband, so I spent less time playing mahjong and tried my best to work and make money.

However, such days did not last long. In the third month after I confirmed that I was pregnant, I started to quit my job and raise the baby at home. Because staying at home was too boring, I started going to chess and card clubs frequently again.

Gradually, I got lost in playing mahjong again. Because my husband works outside every day, I basically have no one to supervise me. At first, I only went there for three or four hours a day. Later, I started to spend the whole day in the chess and card club. Indulging in playing mahjong in the chess and card parlor all day long, I naturally forgot about the responsibilities and obligations that a wife should have.

My husband couldn’t get hot meals when he came home every night. Although he complained to me, he did not blame me directly. Instead, he tolerated me silently. In this way, I almost endured the day of delivery while playing mahjong.

After giving birth to my child, I was unable to go out during confinement, but my mind was still attracted to mahjong. Since I can't go out, I'll play mahjong on my phone. Finally, because I always play mahjong endlessly, my children often cannot drink water, which often makes them sick. In the end, my husband couldn't stand me anymore. He filed for divorce from me and the children were raised by him.

In this way, I almost lost everything, but it was not until this moment that I began to regret it. But my begging for mercy was not forgiven by my husband. He insisted on divorcing me and laughed at me that I could only live with Mahjong in the future. I felt very innocent, I was just obsessed for a moment, why couldn't my husband give me another chance?